Michelle says ♥

Fairytale , happy endings , forever ?

2009-11-02T23:26:00.004+08:00

Damn pissed by blogger and th theme park .

Early in th morning woke up , played audi .
Wanted to chiong but no time .
Eunice came join me to play fr awhile , and i went down took 19 to tmall .
Woowoo , reached there .
Ate mac breakfast and bus-ed to dte .
We went to theme park , it was closed !
Which make me very pissed off .
And i gone nuts bcos of this . LOL .
Damn regret i dint get to go th Holloween event ): .

Stayed there very long cos i cannot accept th fact tht theme park was rly closed today :/ .
Hoping it will open by itself suddenly . Crazy me -.- .
Waited very long , it still wont open ! So went to e!hub play jubeat .
$2 per game , waste of money .
Made a new friend with one SHUAIGE .
HAWHAW ~ His name is JUNXIAN :D .

He went back Tampines first .
Me and Eunice were like crazy inside th neoprint machine .
Keep taking pictures and laughing away .
We saw one cpl , we were like "Holy mother . HAHAHAHA ." .
But quite envy them aft awhile .
So sweet la can ): .
They were like so happy tgt .

K whatever .
Went to find AhVin they all take pay .
Bused to esso patrol station there and 19-ed to tmall .
Went to t1 , got ppl play so went to cs played th jubeat .
Aft awhile Junxian came with his friend .
He came to press th jubeat thing , i chuotio .
I thought who's hand siol .
LOL . Went back to t1 play PIU .
Play-ed , saw Glenn .
Disiao him , keep take pic of him .
His mother so fierce lor -.- .
Stare at me & Eunice like what .

Junxian sent me home aft tht . Thanks shuaige ^^ .

I promised myself not to cry .

2009-11-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

Showing one post at a time to attract more daily readers . Hah .
Go to his blog and take a look .
Frm th very beginning , he doesnt give a shit .
He doesnt love me in th very start and yet he wanted to continue .
He said he hate her but now she has became his gan mei .
What is this ?
Refused to do something which i dont wan , he went to his friends and say ME .
Can this world be fair abit ?
26 oct , he started to like another girl .
I asked his brother who was it refering to .
He said he dk . Nevermind then .
And then now you all are blaming me ?
Use your brain , think hard .
Who betray who first ? Who dont wan who first ?
Hey please , im not a kid anymore .
I wont blame , bcos i noe , life's just so unfair .
I'll just pretend i took th wrong bus to th wrong place .

In th very very beginning , i shouldnt have been so wanting fr money .
So i wont noe you all .
And it wont lead to me now . HERE .
So tired . Very tired .
Why are copycats still in this world ?
Why are hongsters still in this world ?
Why are liars still in this world ?
I thought they are dead .....
Cant believe tht i was fooled agn .
Love is so hard to play .

我能理解我不会责怪 .
我的辛福跟你离开了 .
谢谢你那么坦白 , 原来矢去以后比较愉快 .

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Craving fr clubs and mahjong now .
Dint get a chance to play mahjong so played viwawa's mahjong .
Got one round , i won with all Pongs + 1 eyes .
I cant upload th pictures .
Will upload tht tmr maybe .

不能说的密密 .
Will always be my favourite-est drama !

Free hugs ~ Anyone wan ? ):

I will not do anything to you, but yet i'll curse you.

2009-10-31T22:49:00.004+08:00

This blog is unprivated .
Bcos i wan to let him see this post .
And let him noe how man he is .
Or rather say , how good he was .

Im very courteous to not use vulgar & talk to you .
Dont think you step ah beng i will scared .
I've seen alot of ah bengs in Singapore alrdy .
Who's in th wrong first ?
Who's th one wan to break first ?
Who's saying " i love you " first ?
It's you , dog .

In th end , you're asking who to help ?
You're asking your so called brother fr help .
Sometimes i rly am thinking , did i become a lesbian this 1 week ?
Ask me look in th mirror , you should be th one aye ?

I wan to make things clear but yet you all refuse to listen .
So , i think i should end here .
Strangers ?
Goodbye [:

**

Sometimes guys are just so dog tht you wish you could take a knife and stab them in their heart .

Enough of your nonsense boy, im here now. Take it or leave it.

2009-10-30T12:18:00.007+08:00

Th 39 of us x3 ! Cupcake ordered by Mrs L.Tan .

Aston , Eunice , Glenn & Me ^^ . ( I noe im short -.- ) Candid :x .
Woots , promoted to 3NA :D !
Muhsin , Hazam & Ekmal . Our class jokers !
Before last goodbye ,

Thanks godness . Promoted to sec 3NA .
When sch reopens , im gna study hard .
No more slacking , no more playing .
This post is flooded with pictures .
Going arcade with Eunice , Syahidah & Cheryl later :D
Nothing's gna ruin my mood , no matter what >=] .

Gosh . Baby , i cant believe you're such a petty person .
I've made a very big mistake to love you .
But i guess i cant do anything to erase my mistake (: ?
Everything you said , everything you do .
There's some happy & some sad memories .
Finally , 1 week .
I dk what's wrong with you manzxcs !
But i do know tht i luv you . :>

Im not gna tolerate anymore things tht's making me sad.

2009-10-29T16:19:00.002+08:00

This is so blur -.- .
Eunice is a very lousy photographer . LOL .
I think i'll get th photos frm Caspar ^^ .

A selfish guy , is always better than a pervertic guy like a tiko pek right ^^ ?

Byebye .

2009-10-28T17:15:00.002+08:00

Byebye .

Teach me how to trust, im rdy to go to school.

2009-10-27T23:59:00.006+08:00

Homed ^^ .
Currently time is 4am .

Sch-ed as usual .
Bus-ed home with Eunice as she promised .
Reached home , decided to go fr movies .
It wasnt very happy while deciding though :/ .
Bathed , went down to meet Baby .
Bus-ed to ehub meet Jeriel & Belinda .
Watched imagine tht .
Aint funny at all , cos my mood's very low .
But one part funny till buay tahan so laughed out loud .
Mother sms-ed me say i dont need work alrdy .
Due to some reason . Which i dont wish to elaborate .
And on th spot . THT FCUKING SPOT .
I cried th shit out of me -.- .
Baby keep ask me i okay anot , i kept told him im alright .

Aft movie , stayed in cinema cos we dk what to do .
Went to carpark , which is linked to th cinema to slack .
We walked down th carpark and sneaked to PasirRis park .
Which Baby suggested to go earlier before we planned to go fr movie .
Had alot of fun there .
Me & Baby sat on th stones talking .
Belinda complain there alot ants so her & Jeriel went to bbq pit sit .
Saw alot of bats :o !
Me & Baby was waiting fr Belinda & Jeriel to think of a place to go next .
But they were waiting fr us to think . LOL .

Mothers called and asked us to go back .
Got scoldings -.- .
Jeriel no use one , so scared fr what .
Or rather say so humji fr what :x .
Baby th best , dont wan leave me alone get scolding ^^ .

I got th least scoldings , Baby's my luckystar ^^ .
Went downstairs decided to eat dinner with Baby , Belinda & Jeriel .
Jeriel ask us rly wan eat meh .
Den was scolded by Baby ._. .

Mother called so went back up .
Went to eat dinner with Baby , Jeriel , Belinda & our mothers .
Biaoyi ordered tiger beer fr Baby ^^ .
Jeriel drank some only :x . Noe what i mean :x ?
Im so lucky to have Baby la ^^ .
We ordered fish & chips .
Baby helped me cut ^^ .
But he keep bully sia , ask me must eat this must eat tht ): .
He forced me to eat tht tomato ._. .
Actually quite nice leh :D .
But i dont like th seed . Eww -.- .

Aft eating , went to slack agn .
We ended up in th cinema near th carpark there .
Aft a day so hyper , everyone was so tired .

I laid/lied ( WhateverLa ) on Baby's shoulder to rest .
Baby fell asleep ! LOLOL . So cute la can ^^ .
He was so damn tired .
So i sent Baby to th bus stop .
While Belinda was forced to send Jeriel to th other bus stop .
But Belinda wasnt happy ,
bcos she was so selfish tht she dint even think till tmr Jeriel still need go sch .
In th end , Baby's father came to drive him home .
I think his father saw us xD .
Went to downtowneast bought ice cream with Belinda .
And went to sing K ^^ .
Im so hyper inside . LOL .
Happy day today , veryvery happy ^^ .

*

Thanks baby fr th encouragement , support and everything .
Luvs you tons x3 .

It's another bad day.

2009-10-26T13:50:00.007+08:00

Cb belinda , go to hell . _|_EDITED !
I wont give a F about it anymore . (:
I realise Jeriel isnt handsome-er/cooler than my Baby ^^ .

I tell you people .
I today fcuking no mood .
You are warned , this post will be full of vulgarities .
I flunked all my cbye subs .
Hopefully i wont drop nor retain ....

I will never believe in forever .
I will never believe in happy endings .
I will never believe in fairytales .
Fairytales are all made up by humans , why so happy ?
Bcos they wanted childrens to be happy aft reading .

Even if you get your fairytales ,
it doesnt mean you'll have happy ending at th end of last page .
Ofcause , im not refering to me & Aloysius .
We are perfectly fine .
Just some misunderstands which i believe it will be cleared soon .

Im soon going to be a mother .
But obviously , th child isnt mine .
Whatever . I dont give a shit about it anyway .

Maybe editing at night . Flying high high . Pcb -'- .

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[/EDITED]

Seriously fcuk .
Had a veryvery big quarrel with Baby .
K la , whatever .
Work , me & Baby dint talk till .
I went work with AhVin they all .
AhVin , me & Belinda went to 201 look fr ..
LipGen , AhSiao , Dillon , Jovin , Yifa ( ^^ ) .
Went to eat , cos AhSiao very hungry .
AhVin quarrel damn fierce on phone with Baby :o !

Aft eating , we went to look fr blocks .
LOLOL . Saw one damn long banana . LOLOL .

Den me , AhVin , Belinda & Jovin went to 384 sell .
Keep cant sell . Thanks AhVin , help me sell ^^ .
Jovin stomach pain :/ . Went toilet den went to mac bought drink .
Yifa , Lipgen , Dillon , AhSiao & one guy came .
I was so thirsty like shit .
So shared th drink frm mac with them .
We went mac slack awhile .
AhSiao mother there :o .

Yifa : Who can help me take ?????????! *Very panic .
Me : Come *Hands sretch out .
Yifa : WAA . Ty ^^ . See , got meimei so good ^^ . *Start telling EVERYONE .

LipGen & Dillon went to other blocks to sell .
Th rest of us went sell tgt .
When we at mac slacking waiting fr AhSiao ,
Me : Fa , i wan go sell with you leh ~
Yifa : BU YAO ! >=]
Me : )":
Yifa : HAHA . Ok la ok la .

When we going ,
Yifa : Lai , mei mei , zou lo ~ ^^
Me : Orh . *HAHAHAHAHA .
Went sell sell sell .
Keep cant sell -'- .
Jovin say : Eh , we saperate la . Here too many ppl le .
Kelvin : Aiya .... ! *Busy counting th stocks .
Jovin : 2 ppl group & 3 ppl group la .
Kelvin : Who group with who sia ?
Yifa & Jovin : I wan go with Vin !
Jovin : AIYA ! We 3 guys group , they 2 girls group lor .
Yifa : SIAO . Girls leh , now what time alrdy sia .
Kelvin : SUA LA . All walk tgt sua .

So we went to sellsellsell .
But was damn funny la Yifa .
10+ , slacked at 1 ppl's house outside .
Sit at th sofa there .
Yifa sit first den he say " Lai gen wo yi qi zou leh (: "
So i sat . Den Jovin sat another sofa beside me .
AhVin sat on floor :x LOL .
Belinda sat another sofa beside Jovin .
Stupid Jovin ! Keep blow th cigrettes towards me .
Yifa keep say : MICHELLE MY GAN MEI MEI LEH ^^
Kelvin : O.O *Look at Yifa , den look at me .
All talktalk slackslack .

Yifa : HOT SIA HERE .
Me : Lai , wo bang ni san fong ^^ *Shun bian san him cos just sit beside only .
Yifa : WAA , so good ar ^^ *HAHAHA .
Few seconds later , yifa : No need la *HAHA ^^ .
All : O.o

Walked back to find Caspar they all .
AhVin , Yifa & Jovin noe about me & Baby le .
Me & Baby got misunderstandings .
AhVin act pro . LOL . He say : Come , i help you settle ^^ .
Me : SIAO . Dont hai me okay ! O.O
AhVin : Dont worry :D .
Went down th blk , AhVin rly call Baby sia -.- .
Just nice saw LipGen & Dillon .
Very dulan tht time , me , Yifa & Belinda just walk first .

Me & Belinda sit at th staircase there . Fan nao-ing -.- .
FUCK CB TOH JIAN HAN .
KNN WAN ACT BLUR WITH ME .
SAY WHAT I NOW ONLY SEC 1 . WE ARE STILL STEADING -'- .
ANYHOW NIA . PCB . I NOW IS GOT BOYF DE LAHOR .
DEN CALL KEEP KUP MY PHONE . CBYE . STILL NOE HOW TALK BACK TO ME LE SIA -'- .

Den mother come say i guailan ? Zz .
Wtf manzxcs .
Do what oso got wrong . FUCK LA . _|_
Me & Baby's thing havent settle .
Buay tahan sia , went up to 2nd floor actually wan play .
But dk why , rly buay tahan , cry like fcuk .
Belinda : Bu yao ku leh ):
Me : I okay , wo mei you ku *Try very hard to smile .
Belinda : Na li mei you sia .
Me : Buay tahan le la )))))))))":
Belinda : Hai wo ye xiang ku le la ):

Mother shout " DONT SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT ! COME DOWN LA " .
I dont wan let her worry , like what happen to me .
So i used th same attitude & said " HAN NA HAN NA ! "
While i wipe all my tears & look like nothing happen .

Jeriel , Baby & Caspar noe i cried .
I dk how they noe oso .
Den finally okay le , BUT .
Something went wrong agn . Zzz .
Me & Caspar got a good idea fr tmr xD .

Went eat , no mood + not even hungry la .
Den , TIO MEH AGN ?! Zz .
Sibei dulan , went home .
2nd last bus .

*

Caspar , last long (:
Thanks fr cheering me up agn ^^ .

Thanks AhVin , Yifa & Jovin fr being such a good listener .
Luv you all , brothers ^^ . x3

*

Bi , i noe you're stress about alot of things .
Im stress too .
Stop complaining bcos i wont tolerate your hot temper agn .
I still have feelings , this shows tht i rly love you .
I thought tht my heart was dead alrdy .
Yet i still now how to feel ....

Im not changing anything FR YOU my dear .
If you love me , love my all .
If you hate me , hate me all you wan .
And i'll hate you back 2 times more :D .
Bcos i wont give a shit to someone who hate me .

I noe you dont hate me .
I noe what im doing .
I noe everything .
I wont trust guys fr my own sake .
I wont love you 100%-ly bcos i noe i wont get th same .
I wont love you as much as i love you .
So if i say i love you more than you love me ,
you would noe im actually lying .
I dont put hopes on you bcos i dont trust guys anymore .

Give me fake hopes , i swear i'll gives you hell .
No matter how much i love you .
No matter how good your excuses are .

I luv you kay x3 .

[ Im talking to th wall ._. ]
This blog is private anyway , i write what i like .
Hope God/Shen hear me & transfer this msg to him .
And ask him not to think negative agn .
Bcos he noe i have my limits ^^V .

I wont get hurt , bcos my heart is dying .

2009-10-25T23:51:00.006+08:00

Happy bday waigong :D !
You're always th best !
I love you fr life !
Thanks fr taking care of me fr 14 yrs .
You've given me more love than my father's love .
Lub you tons !

I forced biaoyi to work today xD .
So she bo bian , went work .
She pulled my mother go work . HAHA .

Bus-ed to t1 , eat .
3-ed to PasirRis st 21 to find Baby & Caspar ^^ .
Was late :x .

Biaoyi & mother start work .
I sat there .
Aft Baby done with his thing we went sell le .
Went to mama shop at dk where with Baby & Caspar .
Aft tht , me & Baby went dk what blk .
Sold 3 . Caspar den come find us .

Went to slack . LMAO .
Stupid Caspar damn pervert la can xD .
Keep ask us stupid questions . LOL .
Luckily Baby not those pervertic kind ^^ .

Aft slacking , me & Baby went to 249 while Caspar went to 248 .
Waaaa , damn long la .
See le , me & Baby sian diao . Need work soooooo long -.- .
And den .. Baby saw this .

And he told me . And i was like OMG .
Th black color paint looks super scary i tell you .
Machiam ghost . Th black is super black .

Baby say tht's his house . LOL !
Anyhow only .
Caspar came find us agn .
We pangseh-ed Caspar , he sell alone .
We went downstairs slack .

Got 1 crockcroach came you noe x.x !
Baby use water scare tht chacha away ^^ .
Him : Eh , your friend leh .
Me : Where ? O.O
Him : See ! *Pointing th crockcroach
Me : OMG ! CROCKCROACH SIA !
Him : Go kill leh ^^
Me : CRAZY ! *Keep staring at th stupid chacha .
Him : HAHAHA . -.-

See ! Bully .
Caspar came , he wanted to scare us .
But failed ^^ .
Walk back to 234 .
Slacked till 9.15pm , Caspar went sell th last one .
Blahblah .
Homed @ 11 .

**

Had a heart talk with Baby , feels better ^^ .
Whatever things make you sad/angry/stress ,
you can tell me .
Although i cant do anything ,
i can be a good listener .
I luv you x3 .

It might be over, anytime. Im always rdy.

2009-10-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

Homed .
Today's my bday ^^ .
Morning Eunice morning called me .
Went to tmall eat mac breakfast .
Change to another mac cos tmall's mac too many ppl .
While waiting fr Eunice , someone knock on th mac's glass window .
It was Vincent ^^ .
So long no see alrdy .
Saw Nadhirah & Farah too ^^ .

Ate , waved byebye to Vincent & went to cs .
Look fr my hp strip at first .
But found spongebob .
So bought it without thinking . So cute ~
Mrt-ed to VivoCity .

Went up to th last floor .
Water ~ ^^ ! Wootswoots !
Den went to pet shop , so cuteeeeeeeee .
Went to play water agn .
Went downstairs to play th water .
Those kids so cute la can . LOL .
Ate LongJohn , mrt-ed back to Tampines .

Reached , waited fr Baby & Caspar @ bus inter .
65-ed to BedokResevior 703 .
Slacked there so long .
One ChinaDog made Caspar sooooo angry :/ .
Kelvin , Dillon & Jovin came .

Slacked , th 3 guys went to find Yifa .
Called Jacy down .
Play with th crockcroach there x.x .
So funny .
Left Baby alone there :x . Sorry ): .

Baby went to find Caspar .
Had a small quarrel with Baby .
But now okay le ^^ .
Eunice & me went to bus-ed to Bedok inter .
While Jacy bus-ed home .
Reached Bedok inter , mrt-ed to Bugis .

Emo-ed in th mrt . No mood la .
Reached , went to buy Eunice thing .
Went to iluma .
Mood came back , but was getting tired .

Mrt-ed back to Tampines .
Bus-ed home .
Homed @ 11 .

23rd's <3

2009-10-23T23:18:00.004+08:00

Blog privated :D .

Went to Acer company there with Mother .
To take back th lappy .
Bus-ed to Jurong east eat .
Walao , all there guys look machiam like perverts or kidnappers x.x .

Got one teenage guy ,
ask me how old & ask me where im going .
Crazy x.x .
So scary -.- .

Bought things , bus-ed to city plaza .
Buy phone frm Minghui tang shu .
Shoe walk half way broken . LOLOLOL .
So bought a very low high-heel fr dk how much .
Thanks la mummy x3 .

28-ed home .
God , thank God .
Finally , i found my fairytale agn ^^ .
23102009 2104 ♥ !

Meeting baby tmr ^^ .
And Eunice :DDDDDDDDDDD .

**

Bi , if i promise not to kill you , can i hug you ?
Try and break my heart , and you'll get it ^^ .
Luv you x3 .

I dk what to do . ):

2009-10-22T13:43:00.005+08:00

Hehehe ~

Work later :D .
So tired la can .
Grp with Jeriel later :o .

Sms-ing with Eunice , Aloy & Jeriel th whole morning .

**

Caspar , dont angry la . (:
Must happyhappy ^^ .

**

[/EDITED]
I M - V E R Y - S A D - !
Very short update .
Currently sms-ing with Caspar , Aloy & Jeriel ^^ .
Worked , not feeling well la .
Damn no mood .

This aunty damn cute .
She help me buy th last bag .
I help her teach her child maths :D .

--

Went to blk 109 there with Aloy & Jeriel to work .
Aloy went to dk which blk .
While i went to 109 with Jeriel .
Knn . No ppl wan buy , i very dulan alrdy .
Den Jeriel help me say :3

Mother called and ask me go blk 512 sell .
Cos keep cant sell .
Somemore im not feeling well .
Walked there alone , ):

At th traffic light there , eyes became watery .
So blury , almost kena knock by car .
Went sell .
Ask mother pass Caspar th money .
Went eat , den homed .

Im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo no mood now .

Bitch will have her retribution (:

2009-10-21T23:03:00.004+08:00

Hohoho ~ Back to post .
Today's a good day :D .
If only they dint keep say him & tht bitch tgt ,
today will be a HAPPY day .
Actually planned to go arcade find Raymond this afternoon .
In th end 2+ den woke up .
Cos i heard tht Belinda wan to cut my this hairstyle oso .

Damn pissed i tell you .
Grp with Caspar today ^^ .
We saw one aunty no wear shorts .
Not even panties okay ! LOLOLOL .

Yay , going to get my phone today .
Aloy and Jeriel , last long :D ! LOL .

**

Cb bitch . Copycat !

Gatsby , sexysexy ~ :3

2009-10-20T12:26:00.004+08:00

A post just to let everyone out there noe .
Gatsby is sexy :3 !
LOL .
Time pass so fast today .
I flunked my sci paper D: .
Im rdy fr retain :D .
I did try my best in all :< .

[/EDITED]

I swear belinda's a FLIRT .

***

Michelle aw , stop cry like a baby ! -'-

Smell and taste my shit , jerk .

2009-10-19T22:51:00.008+08:00

New gan : Mr Aw as my gan kor ^^ .

Today , went to bedok inter with Eunice .
Cut hair :D !
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ^^ ~
Aft tht , bused to bedok reservoir .
Went to 134 played true or dare .
LMAO . Belinda kena 3 dares .
Chicken dance infront of th guys , shout " I LOVE YOU " to Dillon , and say " i love you " beside Dillon's ear .
All these is frm me , & our mothers xD .
She keep dowan . Cant do den dont play la -'- .
Den i kena 1 dare .
Say " I love you " to Mr Aw .
This idea is frm our mothers as Belinda is busy crying . Cos of her dares . LOL .
In th end , Belinda mother cleared her dare . And i cleared mine myself -.- .
Went to 133 meet everyone .
Get stock , start work .
There de fengshui sibei bad .
So hard to sell .
AhVin they all dint even manage to sell one :/ .
Went to find Belinda's stead . Walan . Bo yong eh lor . Oso wont help buy -'- .
On th way there , saw AhSiao at th block staircase there .
So i ask him how walk to 148 .
He told me den all came and ask me " Eh ? Your KOR leh huh ? HAHA . " .
Damn funny la .

Got one boy hor .. Aiyoyo .
His mother came , he walk towards th door , acting like ah beng .
Somemore when i talking he go on his SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS show louder .
Den .. Noe what i did ?
Cos his mother dont wan buy , and i ask so many blocks alrdy .
So i split at their door & said " Mai step ah beng leh . Knn . Dont guailan with me hor . " .
Den zao :x .
Called Caspar and went back to meet all .
Homed @ 10 .

**

I wan to make things clear right now .
I dont love you , dont even LIKE you .
I was sad ,
bcos i think th fish ( which is obviously you ) got away frm my rod .
If there's tons of guys wooing me ,
i dont even think you stand a chance .
But sadded , although there's no one wooing me ,
i still will be strong and stand up fr woman's rights .
After i dk how many days without you , i think im happier than before .
I dont give a shit of what you said .
Tht girl's real chio , treasure her .

Oh andand , my mother & biaoyi said tht you look like vampire .
I argued with them about this .
And now i think , you look like my shit [: .
Let me give you a goodbye present . -Throw my shit at you- . (:

Here you go , HONGSTER :D .
I enjoy entertaining you btw ^^ .

PS , gandum seed sucks heaven load xD .

pubor

2009-10-18T12:37:00.003+08:00

No mood la . Cb .
Later go work .
And Belinda's working there too .
Puabei .

Vin la , rly no ppl find .
Find Belinda only will make th business down nia .
Knn . FCUK THT PUBOR .

Pissed off like cb .
Later i'll ask Caspar if i can go with th guys & let Vin & Belinda 1 grp .
I dont wan grp with Belinda nah sial D:
Edit at night !

-.-

2009-10-17T15:25:00.001+08:00

Click to enlarge please (:

I feel like going to sleep agn :/
K la , nothing to post .
Maybe will edit at night .

Gone.

2009-10-16T13:05:00.005+08:00

Lollipop dint come sch today .
Morning , bus-ed to sch . Almost late .
Crapped alot this morning .
Maths , got back paper 1 . I failed -'- .
Cheryl bad siol . Put th string on my head .
Mr Ng say ' Michelle , you look like an angel today ' LOL .
Blabla , next we all say ' Cher , you look like an angel today ~ ' .
LOLOL . Cos th string on him :x .
D&T , stayed in class . Talktalktalk .
Recess , ate abit only .
Gladwin saw me and say i scold belinda at th friendster very fierce :o .
KahNgee drink th milo so slow . LOL .

Lit , th indian tcher came in .
Blahblah . Me , KahNgee , Gladys & Cheryl throwed th pieces tht we cut frm th hair of th broom .
On Kammie's head . Opps :x .
FunFun :D .

We continued playing like crazy .
They fold aeroplanes , fly here , there & everywhere th class .
Den . Th plane stuck on th fan .
KahNgee off th fan & before th fan totally stopped , Glenn use him hands stop :o .

Science went smoothly , :D .
So happy today ^^ .

Arcade later , and work later later . Woowoo . Bye !

**

[/EDITED]
Homed .
Went arcade , not happy at all .
Stupid Dillon keep prank call . It was brother's idea -.- .
On th way to EastView , saw Max D: .
Blablablablablablablabla ~
Went to 464 st 44 , not st 41 la .
Brother they all was late , so went to meet Caspar first .
They was late 10 mins . LOL .
Sharply 10 mins la .
Went work , blablablacksheep .
Ended work around 10.30pm .
Walk to Tampines JC with brother , Fa , Dillon , Siao , & Wenlin .
Brother den ask me this ' We all guys you not scared ar ? '
It was very dark at th TpJC there . Machiam light spoil .
Den i say ' No la . Scared what , oso not today just noe each other . '
Den they all ' Why you suddenly walk so fast ? *Evil laugh '
I dint okay . LOLOL .
Waved byebye to all & went seperate ways .

I cant forget this , th dog bark , AhVin chuatio . LMAO .

Goodbye, hongster. F you hard. (:

2009-10-15T10:30:00.010+08:00

Reblogged this post .

I dont think there's a need to write everything here .
Bcos i noe you'll read my blog .

*

Blame myself , fr being so stupid .
And i blame you , fr giving me false hope .

Please make my life a better one . Im falling like zomg ... )":

2009-10-14T10:55:00.008+08:00

What a bad year ..
So many happy endings are just right infront of me ..
But i missed it ..

Boyf's gone , Taima died this morning .. WTF ..... ))))":
RIP , i love you although we're not so close x3 .

Why must i always be th one crying like a baby ?

***

Will be single fr th time being .
Everything happened so suddenly .
I've think thru th whole night alrdy .
If only ytd i dint go there .
I wont end up like this now .
My mother just now asking me why you dint send me home these days ..
I burst into tears .. & said ' His busy studying & working ... ' .
I dont dare tell my mother about ytd , or else she'll worry .
So all i can do , is to keep it to myself .
Please okay , if you dont like / love me alrdy , just tell me .
No need to hurt me like tht .
Or are you just pitying me cos you think i cant find a boyf ?
I DONT NEED your sympathy .

I wont waste my time waiting fr you to come back .
I trusted man once agn bcos you told me you love me ....
Yet this is what i got in return ...
I wan to noe th truth , even it hurts .

Im rdy fr everything now x/3 .

***

Later going out with OLD UNCLE ^^ .
Will edit at night .

[/EDITED]

Homed :D .
Uncle ( old uncle ; Raymond ) said meet at 2pm .
1.50+ , i was in th bus & he reached .
I wasnt late , im just on time ^^ .
Mrt-ed to Outram Park , changed side & mrt-ed to Harbour Front .
Walked to MacDonald House fr signing up thing .
HAHAHA .Uncle dec sch reopen , i holiday xD .
Aft signing up , went to plaza singpura .
Shopped . Went to th arcade , HUGE manzxcs !
I saw elmo ~ But very hard to catch -.- .

Went to another arcade , oso big . EVERYTHING OSO HAVE :D .
Was forced to play ddr == .
Aft playing , took shelter bus to Tiong Bahru .
Th air con is so cold inside i tell you .
Mrt-ed to Simei to meet mother .
Raymond went arcade , while i go challenger .

2 china kids , Griffiths Primary .
Me & mother was looking at th game thing .
Pcb , one of them say ' Zou kai zuo kai ( Go away go away ) ' .
Let me scold till like no tomorrow .
Den they ask me walk dont fall down .
I say ' Becareful kena knock down by car kay . Watch out kid ( in chinese ) ' .
Den they went down th escalator .
Mother say ' China -.- ' .
Den i suddenly xiang dao , got one last thing havent scold .
So i shouted to them ' CHINA DOGS ! BO LJ . ( IN ENGLISH + HOKKIEN ) ' .
They dont understand what is lj , so they replied me shouting ' Singapore PIG ' .
I shout back ' Pig is cute ^^ HAHAHA , Unlike you 2 , stupid dogs . Woof woof . Poddle :D '
They went laughing & i say ' DONT LET ME SEE YOU , I SWEAR IM GNA GET YOU 2 CHINA DOGS . -'- ' .

My mother hitted me & say ' Eh . Ah lian ah ?! >=[ ' .
I say ' This is to not letting CHINA DOGS rule singapore (: ' .
She diam diao ^^ .

Brother called me , so i walked back to Tampines there look fr him .
But cant find ): .
His working yet dint tell me where is th exact place where he is . LOL .

Th 2 kids i think only p2 lor . Will POST UP th photo once my lappy's fixed (: .
Ohya and , thanks uncle fr th food ~

*

You said you like me ....
Yet i cant sense anything ..
Everytime i pass by your sch , it'll remind me of you & tht pretty lady .
She tired lie on your shoulder , SUA .
Still help her take bag ?
Eh uncle ( another uncle . LOL ) .
You send me home oso never help me take bag la .
Somemore her bag dont seem heavier than mine -'- .

I will never forget this .
When you find th stupidiest excuse saying she's tired .
I just understand guys too much .

Another fairytale , gone ?

2009-10-13T19:39:00.008+08:00

Sch-ed as usual .
Gladwin , Byran & Augustine . Bullies ): .

Today i swear it's a veryvery not happy day .
Dont wan to say anymore .

***

~~Im seriously sorry fr so call shouting @ you .~~ I take my apology BACK .
But , when i saw you with tht girl .. I just cant control myself fr being sad & angry .
You even help her take her bag .
Okayokay , you're helpful . She's tired ....
Even if you keep say you & her are just classmate , i oso can do nothing .

Although I'll say I hate you now .
Though I'll shout and curse you out .
I'll always have love for you .
Bcos I promised you tht i'd love you till th end of life .

Will this thing tht happen today ruined my happy ending ?
Ruined th fairytale tht i've wished fr it to be back fr so long ?

Heart's breaking terribly ....... ):
Crying like waterfalling ....... ):

I missed th time where you truly cared .
I missed th old you who send me home .
Im scared to lose you .
Im scared you'll leave like how others did .
Im scared .....

I wan th old you back .
I hate your cold replies .
I hate it when you find excuses . ( Or maybe you dint , i dk )
Yes , your freedom but , do you noe how i feel when you said you're not free on tht day ?
Almost all th DAYS i called you to go out .
I noe you're changing , i noe im not prettier than her .
I noe you are trying to push me away .

P/S : I love you boy , please dont leave .
P/P/S : I rly love you .
P/P/P/S : I seriously love you x3 .

***

I dont wan to be another third party .
Pleasepleaseplease , tell me th truth . No matter how much it hurts .
If you dont love me , i'll stay with those lil memories we had .
If you love me , i'll seriously treasure you & give you all th freedom you wished fr .

I love you & im sorry is all i can say now ..... )))))))"""":

3 more years , th earth's exploding , just love me fr th time left . ))":

*

This post is all sadness , here's some happiness .

Enjoy .

Stupid rain ruinned my day .

2009-10-12T12:58:00.006+08:00

Today's plan cancelled -.- .
Fcuk th rain la -'- .
Exam , die i tell you .
Aft sch , raining .
LOLOL . Lina ask me ' Tht time tht guy your boyf ar ? '
Den i say ' No la ! Friend only *haha ' .
Fitfit ' Eh .. Friend only seh~ ' .
Eunice laughing like ' HAHAHA ! ' :x .

Walk in th rain :D .
Took same bus as Mushin , Yong kor , JiongRui , Zai . ( Think no more ) .
Ian kena scolding frm me in bus xD .
He ask me shut up :o .

Homed alone ): .

Actually planned , go home straight bathe .
Aft tht , chiong to AMK take my phone with mother .
Chiong to Simei meet Eunice to buy things , den go Simei ITE wait fr Max .
AND Raymond :x

BUT FUCK . Everything's ruined . By th fcuking rain .
My mother delay-ed it -.- .
Seela , going AMK soon . Trip to AMK waste 1h .
If now go , 2pm reach . Wait fr th HP 30mins .
Come back , or go Simei straight - 3.30pm ( IF THEY THIS TIME DISMISS I WILL CRY -.- ) .

***

Ps leh , AhVin kor , i need go AMK so cant meet you today :x .

***

[/EDITED]
Currently , time is 1.28am .
Just woke up not long frm my beauty sleep .
I dont wan to think so much , & cos im tired so went to sleep .
Tomorrow maths , die lor .

**

Im just thinking too much , maybe its just my imagination .
But , rly la .
Aft so many failed experience of r/s ..
Im so afraid to lose another .
Prove to me , tht happily ever after still exist .

I dont wan to tie you so tight , like how she did .
Cos i noe , you need your freedom while i need mine .
Promise me , tht your promise will be true .
Promise me , you'll never leave me .
Promise me , you'll love me fr a life time .
Promise me , you wont be like others .
Be my one & only , baby just promise me x3 .
I promise you , tht my promise will be true .
I promise you , i'll be a good girlf .
I promise you , i'll never leave you .
I promise you , i'll love you till th end of life .
I promise you , you'll have all th freedom tht you wan .

**

Th end .
People , tomorrow maths exam . Must jiayous !
Ppl who are awake now , read finish ma shang so sleep kay ^^ .

Takenote!~* : Age doesnt matter , in all r/s .

Memories stays .

2009-10-11T14:32:00.003+08:00

Early post fr today as i saw this bitch's plurk .
See liao sibei not happy with her .
I bet you'll hate her aft looking at her plurks .

Plurk : Must click kay . [:
Msn : iheartsyou-addicted@hotmail.com
Blog : Currently looking fr it .
Friendster : Search fr her email .

She's like a dog barking to herself . Crazy -.- .

She's my cousin , so what .
This 13 yrs of my life with her , sucks i tell you .
I wont bo tai bo ji hate her one .
I may be childish if you hear why i so hate her .
But .. Think agn , if you were me .
How would you feel if your cousin do this to you ?

His gna regret th way he treated me .

2009-10-10T17:05:00.002+08:00

***

Currently re-dling audi .
Is sian de lor . Lazy type la . Bye .
Happy bday Ian Chan :D !

Every tear tht i shed , is all bcos of something called ' love ' ..

2009-10-09T23:09:00.005+08:00

Happy bday lipgen gan laogong :D !
Thanks fr th accompany last year. Let's forget our past..
One year older le oh ~
Hope you find someone who's rly worth your love kay.
She dont love you, yet you love her and told me she actually love you.
I understand how you feel. Bcos, i felt like tht last time, too.
Anyway, happy bday. Make a wish :).

Morning , almost cant wake up fr sch .
Cab-ed to sch . My hp left inside .
All th driver's fault la . Cb .
Ask me fasterfaster -.- .
Thanks Max fr calling th company :D .
I used Eunice's hp , and sms-ed my phone & warn th person to return >=] .
Thanks Eunice fr lending me your phone th whole day today in sch :D .
Monday will get back th phone ^^ .
My mother cancel th line & sign back th same number .
So im still using th same number (: .

English paper 1 & Chinese paper 1 , i tell you i cmi .
Die de . Anyhow do .
Keep sneezing . And my running nose keep running -'- .
After sch , Max sent my home AGAIN & waited me downstairs .
Bathed , bus-ed to t1 meet Eunice .
Went to toilet make-up & help Eunice make-up .
Den went to arcade look fr Max .
Blablablacksheep .
Aft Max went off to work , me & Eunice played last round .
And i went to meet my mother .

Cabbed down to my waipo house & off to test th food @ th hotel restaurant .
Woowoo ~ I managed to finish EVERYTHING .
When th abalone come , my waigong use his leg kick me to let me noe abalone come alrdy .
LOLOL . Me & Eileen jiejie love to eat abalone :D .
My waigong keep take abalone give me . LOL .
His th best x3 .

Th duck came , damn funny . LMAO .
My waigong tell me ' See th duck shout help ' . LOLOL .
Wth . So bad luh .
Ate everything finish , homed to my waipo house .
Staying here till tomorrow . Goodbye .
Will upload those photos taken @ restaurant next time .

Life's hard , love's harder .

2009-10-08T22:29:00.004+08:00

At night can upload photo le :o .
Woowoo ~ Im back to my own room to sleep :D .
In sch , better today .
Recess very funny , we went to class .
Open door , lock th locker , open behind door , went in , lock everything . LOLOL .

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY .
Max sent me home agn ^^ .
I forced Eunice to sit same bus as me :x .
Aft driving , Max came to my house downstairs .
Slack ALONE till i went down fr only afew mins .
Poor him :/ .
I bus-ed to t1 while he walked to t1 .
But his th one reaching first !
Went arcade as per normal .
Blabla ( this is confidential ) . LOL -.- .

Send Max to th traffic and i went back arcade .
Went shopping w, mother & just homed .
Th air con is cold like !@#$ .

***

Leon sms-ed me ..
Why must you sms me at this point of time ?
I thought you forget me .
I wish you forgotten me .
Aft what you did to me , my feelings fr you gone .
Go love your grace . & leave me alone .
Im out of your life . So dont worry about who to choose [: .

***

Girls who are hearbroken .
Cheer up & make those guys regret leaving you .
Be strong . I noe it's hard .
I've been thru so many ups & downs .
But now , look at me .
Im good as new . ( 70% new la at least :x ) .

Guys are not worth our tears kay girls , x3 .
Esp those guys who dumped you -'- .
Say NO to hongsters ^^ .

***

Everyone around me have their own boyf/girlf .
Envy la D: .
Where's my fairytale ?
Where's my happy ending ?
It's gone fr so long .
It's time to come back to mama ): .

This is my copyrighted EEWWII . LOL . Im sooooooo lame -.- .
It's pronounced as EWWWW-WEEE . Haha (: .

Something's wrong between us .

2009-10-07T14:09:00.005+08:00

LOL . Look at Eunice ;x .

Finally can upload . Haha .
Sch was better than ytd .
Must finish my D&T as soon as possible .
Aft sch Max sent me home .

Ahma & uncle saw me with Max :/ .
If they tell my father i die .
Promise Max tht i will study ABIT . LOL .
Headache x.x .

K , bye .

[/EDITED]
Sooooooooooooooo bored . Tsk .
Quiz is my entertainer :D .

Wheres your boyfriend?
- I dont have one .
Name something you did yesterday?
- Used computer .
Last person you text messaged?
- Max .
What colour is your hair?
- Brown .
What was the last thing you cried over?
- Love .
Whats something you really want right now, be honest?
- A GOOD boyf :x .
Is there anyone on your mind that shouldnt be?
- Yes , maybe ?
Do you have a little sister?
- Nope , lonely ): .
Do you like to listen to the radio when you are in the car?
- Prefer music .
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
- Eunice , Raymond & Max ^^ .
What are you listening to?
- White horse . )":
Do you sleep with a fan on?
- Aircon .
Do you get good morning texts from anyone?
- Not anymore ): .
where is your cell phone?
- Beside me .
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
- Maybe .
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
- Definately .
Did you speak to your dad today?
- No ): .
Will tomorrow be better than today?
- It wont .
Who you want to see somebody right now?
- I wan to be alone now .
Your current relationship status?
- Single -,- .
Do you like it when you get kissed on the forehead?
- NO .
Are you waiting for something?
- Yes .
Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
- First kiss's still with me ;) .
Do you text message a lot?
- Ya , need unlimitted sms :x .
When is the next time you'll kiss someone?
- At th age of 18 [: .
What was the last thing you drank?
- Ice milo frm mac .
What would your name be with the first three letters?
- Mic
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
- Wish to a year aft 10 yrs .
Did you have a good day?
- No -.- .
If you could move right now would you?
- Nahh .
Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
- Absolutely NO .
Do you like being in pictures?
- Yes . It let me noe tht im not left out :D .
Where will you be in an hour?
- Michelle's chocolate land eating chocolate .
Is your heart broken right now?
- Very .
How old are your siblings?
- Dont have any . I said i was lonely >=[ !
Do you believe in love?
- Just learnt to love agn ..
Do you think relationships are even worth it?
- Yes .
Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?
- Yes .
Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
- Refer ontop -.- .
Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
- Home solo count down :D .
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a D?
- REFER TO TH TOP LA . WALAO .
Have you ever been back-stabbed by a friend?
- Yes . Many times .
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- Com screen .
Do you wear make-up?
- Sometimes .
Confused about anything?
- Totally .
Do you prefer to call or text someone?
- Text .
Do you have a secret that you arent telling anyone?
- No .

My heart's dead .

2009-10-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

Damn pissed off by th internet -'- .
Cant upload pic . ANYWHERE .
Sch was th worst today .
Bball hitted my mouth & it's bleeding -.- .
Blabla . Skip to aft sch .

Homed with Gladys & Diana .
Bathe , prepare .
Went out .
I missed th bus .
So decided not to wait .
Walked to tmall .
FUCK .
Almost kena hit by bicycle .
I scold th person " Knn . No eyes ar ? " .
Den got police nearby there , keep look at me .
I chuatio x.x .
When i reach , 1 more min to 3pm .
No more mac value meal aft 3 . Hah .
Went up to 5th floor . ( Dont ask why . ) .
Aft tht , went to t1 arcade .
Saw Zai & Amir .
Just nice Zai going home ): .
Skipskip .
Went to pet shop , Raymond saw me & called me .
Followed him in th arcade .
Aft he topup his card , went back to pet shop to look fr Eunice & Kammie .
Blabla .
Went tmall arcade , was being forced to play th para . LOL .
I dint play in th end :D .
Went toys'R'us .
Stupid old uncle . Keep bully me . Tsktsk .

Was being forced to play th PIU & DDR with tht old uncle ! LOL .
Went to meet mother & biao yi .
Raymond went back to arcade while Eunice went home .
At t1 cold like !@#$ .
Bought mentos , went up to seoul garden give Max [: .
Manager saw me so he went to call Max . LOL .
Went to swensens . Ate & homed @ 10 .

***

My heart's dead , no feeling at all .
No mood fr anything , everything .
What's wrong with me ?
I dont think i still noe how to FEEL happy , sad , angry , nervous .
Whatever you can think of . I JUST CANT FEEL ANYTHING THESE DAYS .
What's happening ?
I noe something bad gna happen .

Tht should be enough .. (:

2009-10-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

Cant upload photo . FUCK .
Tomorrow will upload . Promise [: .
Sch was okay .
Chinese damn what la .
ChinaZhao gave us paper 2 .
I was like " OHMYHOLYMAMA , DIE . "
Anyhow do finish .
Cos not enough time -'- .
Blablabla .

Aft sch , while walking towards th sch gate .
Saw Lebelle so i shouted " Lebelle !! :D " .
Noe what her sentence is ?
She shout back " MICHELLE ! NI DE NAN PENG YOU LAI LE ! "
So loud can ! LOL .
Raymond & Max walked me home .
Raining heavily aft i went down .
Called cab & cab-ed to century square to meet Eunice . LOL .
Bought cinema ticket , 7.20pm .
Went to arcade . ( t1's & cs's ) .
Bought th ice cream which i long long never eat le . ( $5.50 -.- ) .
Walk & shopped around .
Slackslack .
Went eat , in to cinema .
Hohoho ~ watched " shorts " .
Damn funny .
But i dk why , i wanted to laugh but i cant laugh out loudly like i always did .
Very cold i tell you . LOL .
Thanks Raymond fr sacrifacing your jacket :D .
Max sent me home .
Homed @ 10 .

Im fading in your memory .

2009-10-04T11:44:00.005+08:00

So bored now .
I wan to go out later la ): .
Eunice morning call me . Thanks .
Eunice introduce me th shinchan show web . Thanks agn . Lol .

Long time no see AhVin kor they all le .
Meet up soon kay (: .

NOTHING TO POSTTTTTTTTT .

[/EDITED]
Back home .
Went to t1 meet Eunice .
Saw Kammie . Hoho [: .
Went to arcade to meet Max & his friend .
Meet le mrt-ed to whitesand .
Walked to dte .
Alibaba .
Max keep carry me wan throw me in th dustbin .
BLABLA .
Bus-ed home .
Max sent me home .
I swear his scary -.- .
Thank God im homed safe -.- .
& thank God i asked eunice along too .
Or else i wont noe what will happen to me at dte or where == .

I tell myself every night before i go to sleep . " i dont love you . "

2009-10-03T14:22:00.006+08:00

Back to post (: .
Hope today will be a better day .
Max's working now .
Till 10pm . Poor him .
Try to wait fr him agn .
Going out later -.- .

Accident
Ratings : 3/5

Very exciting .
Scary somehow .
Th blood flowing here & there . Eww .
It's only 1 & a half hour .
At th end of th show , i dk what th hell they meant .
But aft thinking 1 night .
I understand th movie le . Haha .

I wan to watch this ! In 3D :D .

K . Bye .

[/EDITED]
Homed frm tmall (: .
Went to t1 arcade , Raymond & Vincent dint come .
While walking frm t1 to tmall , recieved a good news frm Eunice .
( Is it good or bad ? )
Went to tmall arcade , just nice Max came out [: .
Went to tmall toilet , waited outside fr mother .
A pervert came out frm th male toilet .
Fatfat , uglier than shit .
Made this face " :3 " at me , & i stared at him & shout at him .
( I was so afriad at tht time though :x )
And den he walked away .
Next , Shaf walked out th toilet (: . LOL .
Aft mother came out , went to shop fr awhile .
Keep went in & out th t1 arcade .
Homed @ 7 . Raining -.- .

No more . I hate life .

2009-10-02T23:59:00.006+08:00

Happy bday Aw Yifa :D !

I swear today wasnt a good day . FCUK .
ALIBABA .

Waited fr Max to end work .
Went to Max's house .
Homed @ 2 . ( No mood ) .

***

Bla :D

***

No more happy endings , no more fairytales .
God damn it !
Im out of love . NO MORE LA . FUCK .

I think , tht should be enough .

2009-10-01T18:33:00.003+08:00

Ytd dint edit so im here now :D !
Yesterday ..
Max accompanied me home , and Lebelle they all start say alrdy lor >.> .
While i was bathing ..
His happily talking to my ah ma . LOL .
Aft im done , we bus-ed to arcade to find Raymond first .
Reached , went to arcade look fr Raymond .
Eunice reach awhile later .
Playplayplay , continuously 3 days dancing .
Something happen , dont wish to elaborate .
Bus-ed to Raymond's house aft tht , took things and went to Max's house .
Went to Max's house voiddeck .
Waited fr Max more than a hour .
Went eat dinner .
Saw Mr kwan . LOLOL .
Blahblahblah .
Went to play bball .
Like what sia .
Knn . I injured my hand .
Aft playing , they walked home with me :D .

***

During night , Max & my luck totally changed . What a bad day .

***

Today :D ..
Morning wasnt very good .
Whatever .
Recess , stupid Bryan , Augustine & Gladwin .
Took my wallet & handphone . Bullies !
No appetite at all la can .
Went back to class .
Fcuk dulan i tell you . Pcb bitch .
Blabla .
IPW project presentation was HORRIBLE .
Aft sch , went to t1 .
Thanks Eunice fr accompanying me to th traffic light . LOL .
She went to sengkang pass Nicholas thing while i go to arcade .
Saw Raymond & Max inside ^^ .
They came out . Play like nuts .
Stupid Max damn bully ): .
Went to th balcony ( ? ) @ th kopitiam there de .
Max say wan throw me down ): ! So bad -.- .
Thanks fr accompanying me shopping ah xD .
Walked to tmall . Raymond ask me & Max go th shelter first .
Cos raining . While he sit there & smoke . SMOKER xD !
His not underage oso -.- . Not fun one . Hmph . Not fair .
Went toys'R'us aft tht . Play like maddddddddddd .
LOLOLOLOL . Stupid Max & Raymond keep bully de !
Max grab me tight , while Raymond use th toy sword to disiao me .
So bad right . LOL .
In there about 1hour or 2 , Eunice called & she came back :D ( Thank God ) .
She came , went to YAMAHA . Den went to staircase there cos i say alot ppl .
Raymond & Eunice pangseh me ): !
They went down so fast ! Leaving me behind with Max .
Stupid Max dont let me go . LOLOL .
Went down , stupid Raymond come scare me -.- !

Went voiddeck . Max keep tickle me ! What a bad brother i have :x .
Raymond join in th fun ( tickling me ]: ) .
I shout " EH ! NOT FAIR . All tickle me dint tickle her *pointing @ Eunice " .
Den they went to tickle Eunice ^^ . Funfun d: .
Raymond bad boy , play with fire :o !
Scare till me shout like what .
Keep take Max to cover . Scare th fire make till me :x .
Eunice & me ran so far away when Raymond put alot oil at th paper . LOL .
4.30pm+ , Max went to work , Raymond went home .
Nothing do alrdy .
Just came home to update blog .
Going back tmall soon :D .
Maybe going to wait fr Max to end work later .

***

I think we're just meant to be brothers & sisters .
Im thinking too much right ?
I'll pray . Pray tht you & your girlf wont break .
I dowan to be th third party agn .
Last long .

Edit at night .

2009-09-30T12:08:00.002+08:00

In sch com lab now :D .
Fr D&T .

Time seems to pass so slow today ): ..
Fk th china zhao hard la .
Kammie sleeping he dint scold , come say me ?!
Going arcade later ^^ .
With Eunice , Zai , & Max .
Woohoo !!

To tht byatch .
No need to talk things behind my back .
Wuji come say infront of me la .
You mama girl , always listen to YOUR MOTHER .
You say you dont like Kammie , dont like Eunice .
Still so good to them ?
You even tell someone frm our ' family ' tht you dont like me .
Wtf is this ?
Still act like so good like tht . Pcb .
Stop flirting him leh .
Still tell her you shuang cos you noe i dont like you talking to him ?
Knn .

***

Will edit @ night . (:

I wan to give up on love .

2009-09-29T21:25:00.005+08:00

Today's another happy day fr me :D .
School-ed as usual .
Morning , almost late .
Cab-ed to sch .
Th class door's locked .
Our class guys keep force open th door keep cant . LOL .
Blabla .
English worst , damn bored i tell you .
PE , most fun .
Played bball , play till hand hurting like heaven .
We scored ! At 3 pointer there . Woots :D .
Chinese most funny .

Dismissed , went to arcade with Lebelle .
Saw Max ( Raymond's friend ) , dint bother much at first .
Play Midnight max tune , keep lose th stupid STORY -.- !
Angry like heaven .
Max say " I help you play 1 round , if i lose , i pay you $1 . " .
Den i say okay .
He 1 round pass alrdy -.- . LOL .
Played dance agn . He oso another one disiao de .
He play 1 round car , den watch me & Lebelle dance :D .
Me & Lebelle play till leg going broke .
Raymond dint come today . LOL .
Blahblah .
Went to tuition @ 5+ with Kammie , Lebelle & Tammy .
Cold storage > soya bean drink store > bus-ed .

Tuition , funny la .
Sms-ing with Max , playing like nuts with them ( Lebelle they all ) .
Stupid them , keep say me xD .
I said alot of times le la , he got girlf alrdy . LOLOL .
Aft tuition ,
Ntuc > bought tidbits > bus-ed home with Kammie .

When i alight th bus , im so surprised to see Max O.O !
He accompany me back , and wait fr my mother .
Disiao sia him ! LOL .
And off he go .
Thanks la :D !

***

If i rly had a chance .

My life's getting better .

2009-09-28T21:37:00.005+08:00

Funfun ^^ .
Went to sch late .
Stand there like ah hai . LOL .
Yong kor , Hazam & Iskandar oso late :o .
Today sch was fun .
Chinese , damn funny .
Me , Eunice & Kammie start crapping & playing like zomg .
Laughing like crazy xD .
Stand fr half an hour -.- .
Another half , Eunice , JingLing & Nigel help me do th maths xD .
Blahblahblahblah .
Music , watched a video . LOL .
Tht girl sibei guailan -.- .
Took out phone , starting taking photos during hist .
Star lesson , used it to learn sci .
LMAO . Damn funny la .

Dismissed , bused home with Gladys ^^ .
Bathed , get rdy .
Went tmart kopitiam eat with mother .
Ate double chilli dry kuey tiao :D .
And bused to tmall .
Meet Eunice & went arcade .
Saw amir . LOL .
Play awhile , off to shop ^^ .
See soft toys :x .
Went back arcade , played till night .
Raymond finally come :D !
Disiao la . LOL .

Homed @ 9 :D .

***

I always thought i cant survive without him ,
aft so many ups and downs i've gone through ,
i've become stronger than before .
I realise im happier without him .
Although i may be lonely sometimes .
As long as i have my brothers , sisters & friends fr th time being .
I think tht'd be more than enough . (:

***

Im sick of this shit , dont ask why .
I wont give a shit of what you're gna say to me .
Im better off alone without you anyway .
You're a waste time .
Cos to me , it's all or nothing .
I hate you now , so go away frm me .
You're on my nerves !
Im way over , over it .

***

Im enjoying my life now , WITHOUT him .
Maybe it's bcos my bday's coming , & i'll have presents :D ?
Now i understand , what's not mine wont be mine no matter how hard i try .
What's mine will not always be mine , too .
Just like pen , yeah , it's yours . But it's ink will be used up .
Food , will be expired .

How stupid .

Let go .

I wan to be happy .
2 days of happiness . (:

Being single isn't th worst . (:

2009-09-27T22:50:00.004+08:00

No photos , something's wrong with this blogger .

Went to bugis .
Bought lots of stuffs :D !
Bought th tranlucent tote , fr $38+ . Fcuk ex -.- .
Last okay !
Bought shirts , decided not to always wear T-SHIRT .
Time fr something new d: .
Went swensens .
Th milo ice cream taste very nice :D !
I managed to finish 3/4 of th salad .
As you noe , i DONT eat salad -.- .
On th bus home ,
saw a very handsome/cute guy look like bangbangtang's wangzi .
But his skinnier than th bangbangtang's wangzi .
Very handsome & cute la ! Seriously , no joke .

Went to 201 , bought some hair accessories & walked home .
Tested out th clothes .
So happy tht i can wear :D .

AhVin brother gna buy me bday present ^^v !
Very happy la can :D . LOL .

Buy me a digital camera i more happy xD .
Just kidding . LOLOL .
Or maybe you all kup money buy fr me oso can xD ?
Im just kidding kay -.- .
( Take it seriously hor d: )

AhVin kor ,
if you happens to pass by my blog ,
rmb to tell lipgen i wan a bday present frm him :D .
Tell him , soft toy will do ^^ .
NOT CARE BEAR KAY -.- .
I HATE CARE BEARS . Eww .

If im not tht stubborn , i'll be still living in my fairytale .

2009-09-26T16:11:00.004+08:00

I love FT island x3 ! They sang my feelings out x/3 .

Fcuk . I missed it . They came to singapore during 27 June 2009 .
I so hate myself fr not knowing them before 27 June .
1 song frm them , make me become stronger .

In korean ;
Sarangun haji mayo . Ibyeori ggot ondaeyo .
sum swel sudo eobshi apayo .
Sarangmankum apeumyun dwennun julman .
Itnun julman alratdeon geojyo .
Ahnijya sucheonbaenun deo apayo .

It means ;
Dont love . Goodbye will always come .
It hurt so much tht you cant even breathe .
I thought tht it'd only hurt as much as how much i love you , tht it'd be okay .
And so i could forget .
But no , it hurts a thousand more .

***

This song teches me to NOT LOVE .
Dont bother to ask me what's th title . Bcos i wont tell . (:

[/EDITED]
Heh . In th end , went out .
Went to t1 arcade .
Asked eunice to go .
Dance awhile , off to play car .
Aft awhile , raymond came .
I was very focus at my car .
He come disiao me .
Den he use his dk call what .
Towel ? & shoot it infront of me .
I jump & shout -.- !
He keep didisiaosiao la . LOL .
Still come tickle me ! Wth .

Slacked around EastView agn .
Homed @ 1 . No bus , walked home :o .

Bye~ :D

Am still single D: .

2009-09-25T11:59:00.002+08:00

Changed blogskin . Hoho ~
I edited my blogskin .
And im gna post it to blogskins.com soon later .
Walking towards cute road ? LOL .
Nah , just think this skin i edited is sweet .
I dont like pink colour :D .
First time friday past till so good :D .
Morning , had a small quarrel with mother -.- .
Off to school , schooled as usual .
Recess , funny . Lazy type .
Aft school , bus-ed home with eunice .
Dont feel like going tuition , so dint went :D .
Instead of going to tuition , i went to t1 arcade @ tht tuition time .
Went arcade > Played > Crapped with ALJ > Laughed alot .

I tell you , ALJ damn bad canzxcs .
He came & stress me when im dancing .
So i went to stress him when his driving d: .

Went slacking near EastView .
Homed @ 12 . Last bus :o .

Time now is : 2.20am .

Everything's my fault.

2009-09-24T17:38:00.006+08:00

Maybe this will be a wordy post.
Today is so much better than ytd. :D
Making me have more mood to post more.
I noe it's gna be boring and WORDY. :/
Read it if you wan, i dont care.
Moodswings occured just now. -.-
Sch-ed as usual.
From now onwards, i only write happy/funny part of what happen in school.
History, th guys play with th plastacine.
Hit till th clock, and it DROP on th floor an gave us a loud " PIANG ! " :o
Just like tht, th glass shattered into pieces.
Another clock, Yong kor & Akshay played frisbee using tht clock. LOLOL.
I thought it was a real frisbee at first. -.-
Assembly, i tell you.
HORRIBLE like fcuk.
Mly dance th best. :3
I tell you.. Indian dance.. BESTTTTTTTTTTTTT la. LMAO!

Right aft school. Walking down th hall.
Kns. Stupid byran, use th hp strip hit me.
I beat him, walan. His bone damn hard la. D:
Just within this 5-10mins.
Im covered with injuries. ):

Went arcade straight aft school.
Donated $5 to th kids without parents.
I good right? ^^v
Feel so good helping these kids.
Seriously, this good feeling is special.
Dk about 3, eric ong called & ask where was i.
Told him, and he came. -.-
His playing hide and seek with me. Wtf.
Keep dowan tell me where he is.
Find till damn dulan.
Went down th escalator, saw him run at th times there.
So went in and look fr him, saw him. -.-
I say clearly first, i wanted to go times in th first place.
Just to look fr my book okay. -.-

Went eat, homed @ 5.

***

Tell me, boy, tell me.
You noe i'd be jealous when i see you with other girls.
Why did you even tell me you were there?
I hate you la.

Im not jealous. -.-

Im not gna take you back.
My heart wont let me.
I tried my very best to keep you, you are th one who left.
You wont listen, but i'll always remember th happy memories we had tgt.

***

Aft all these years without you, i felt so lonely.
Even if im surrounded by a thousand ppl.
I hate myself, fr leaving you tht time.
Seriously, i regreted.
Only if you'll give me a chance tht time.
I remembered everything your brother said tht time.
I scared you will regret aft seeing th real look of me.
Im just not pretty enough.
I think im not suit to be your girlf.
Tht's th only reason fr th break.
Im th worst girlf ever.
Sorry, fr wasting your time to love me.
Sorry, fr leaving you.
Sorry, fr keeping you so long in my heart.
Sorry, fr being ugly.
Sorry, fr being a very bad girlf.
Sorry, fr being so stubborn.
Sorry, fr giving you a bad memory.
Sorry, fr every trouble i cause.

Thank you, fr loving me just abit tht time.
Thank you, fr being a good boyf.
Thank you, fr holding me back when i wanted to break.
Thank you, fr th memories.
Thank you, fr th care.
Thank you, fr everything.

I swear, if you give me one more chance.
Just one more, i'll treasure th chance you give me.

***

I just gave up on tht someone whom i waited fr 7months last year.
Kay la. No more love.
Something i rly have to say, please la.
Look at yourself, dont think you're pretty.
Dont think you are cute.
You're just a flirt.
Stop flirting my kor.
Otherwise, i'll cut off your pussy.

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[/EDITED]

Boy, listen up alright.
I wan you to noe how i feel.
So th " <3 " behind all good nights msges,
are just a ' DAILY TALKING ' symbol fr you ?
It means alot to me leh please.
I thought you were different frm other guys i've seen.
But i guess, your love is th most stupid-est april fools joke i've fall fr.
Those alphabets symbolise your friends.
Still tell me what sai.
What love me dont dare tell me?
WHAT IS THIS MANZXCS!?!
I should listen to my di's say.
YOU'RE A FLIRTER.
Argh. Nvm. I dont care anymore.

***

Today moodswing worst. Dk what happen to me today.
Once i reached home, i sad, but cant cry out.
But aft i cry, i cant stop.
All th way till my mother came home, i den keep SOME of my tears.
Eyes hurting like hell la.
Blame who? Blame myself.
Fr loving someone who i shouldnt love.
Goodbye. Off to bed. Eyes rly buay tahan le.

Our appear, cause our life had a twist in th story.

2009-09-23T15:52:00.007+08:00

Happy belated bday Eric Ong. (:

Thanks fr being my friend. Thanks fr th times. Thanks fr th happy memories.
Thanks fr everything. I have only one last question, do you still rmb?
Hope you find your true love soon kay. Luvs a million. Goodbye.

Today wasnt a good day fr me.
School-ed as usual.
Only one funny part.
I went laughing fr almost 1hour. :/
I unfolded my skirt to veryvery low, and walked around. LOLOLOL.
Aft sch, went to kopitiam with mother.
She bought double chilli kuaytiao.
In th end, it was me eating all. LOL.
Damn hot. My lips are breaking. :x
But very nice. LOL.

Im gna learn how to eat chilli. :D

***

Stop reminding me of him.
Im leaving him alrdy.
I dk how to face him.
He treat me like a dog.
He vent angry on me almost everyday.
But i just kept quiet.
Fr th sake of love.
I hate him, but i cant bear to leave him alone.
His acting is too pro.
Fine, his getting no sympaty frm me no more.
Goodbye, rmb this, dont treat girls like your dog.
You sure will regret. And he'll be th first.

Boy, watch your attitude towards me.
I aint your dog. Dont call me baby anymore.

I cried fr you.
Stupid me.
Useless me.
You've moved on.
But i keep telling myself you dint.
Dont worry, i'll be okay.
I guess..

What is forever? I guess, this word might be extinct before th day we noe what it rly means.

2009-09-22T21:29:00.009+08:00

Today in school was perfect. :D
Yesterday night decided to go school early today.
But end up waking up late. -.-
Woke up, prepare and com-ed. :D
I said im going to school early today.
So i was so rush, tht i cab-ed down to school agn. x.x
Earlier than usual by 1min. ;x
Not bad la. :D
Kammie changed bag, they said it was like crockcroach.
So i took her bag & said " not bad ah .. "
Then they were shouting " CROCKCROACH ! " LOL.
Den suddenly th look of th crockcroach came out.
I throwed back th bag to th chair. LOL.
Morning assembly. Den sci.
Science, waa. Kns. Mrs tan so fast la. Me & Kahngee was like " @.@ "
PE, went to change into PE tee.
Kahngee went in change, we wanted to scare her. Saying got chacha.
When she came out, a moth fly out. Walan. We all scream. LOLOLOL.
Damn big lor.
Kay, whatever. Aft changing, went indoor sports hall play bball.
Kahngee keep kena hit by th ball. LOLOL.
Got one time, when i throw, just nice Yong throw.
Our balls hit till each other den it never go in. LOLOLOL. When it should! ):
Today's bball, super fun can. xD
Recess, went to change first.
Went eat, stupid Aug & Win cut th queue agn.
Still push me sia. So bad. ):
Aft recess, english. Woots, walcott dint come. ^^v
Mr KingstonNg came, he took my wallet & start digging out all cards. LOLOL.
Den keep at there waa, waa, waa. Lmao.
JianWei & Ian fight. -.-
Heard tht Ian give JianWei one punch or push den he start singing..
" I noe you wan me, you noe i wan you. " LMAO?
Chinese, i comb hair only, den MrZhao keep blablabla. -.-
Eunice's _____ drop. LOLOLOL. Shhh. Cannot say uh. ;x
Last period, maths. Seperated th class into 2.
I went to MrTan's side. Start th whole topic of Alegebra all over agn.
Aft sch, went to 203.
Bus-ed to t1. Bla.
Im so gna buy tht domokun toy! :D
Went arcade, play like mad. My leg so pain now. ):
Bus-ed to tuition.
While walking to e!hub, walk pass a grp of guys.
I was holding lebelle's mirror.
And 1 guy walk pass & say damn loud " Waa. Chio bu chio bu! Holding th mirror one. "
LOLOLOL. Crazy. -.-
Had fun in tuition.
We went to ntuc, bought alot of snacks.
We were like having picnic inside. LOLOL.
Aft tuition, mother came. Went to eat & bus-ed home.

Bye ~ :D

Do you rmb? Th times we spent tgt.
I dk what's on my mind now.
Th days we watched incretible tales tgt,
stay awake & talking on phone th whole day.
Rmb th times we used to ask each other who we like.
But we never admit it was just us.
About th 3 girls thing, i rly dk why i keep say them.
I ask myself , am i jealous or what?
It's all too late. And i believe you've moved on.

2009-09-21T17:16:00.001+08:00

( Photos transfered to my blogshop alrdy )

LEBELLE . INTERESTED ?

Fk my neighbour's child hard hard. -'-

2009-09-21T15:26:00.004+08:00

; Do you think somebody's in love with you?
- No .

; What's one or two things that's heavily weighing on your mind?
- I wan to end this painful sufferings now .
- I wan to strip off my neighbour's child's mouth . Dog barking .

; What's one thing you've learned lately from love?
- Heartbreaks .

; Do you wear your feelings all over your face?
- Sometimes .

; Have you told anyone you love them today?
- Yes . Fang Da Tong , my dearest . (:

; Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 24 hours?
- No .

; What are you listening to right now?
- Told you so .

; Describe your current shirt?
- I ♥ My Girlf Tee .

; What's the last thing to make you laugh?
- Nothing .

; Are you wearing pants?
- Ofcause -,- .

; Has anyone told you that they would always be there for you?
- Yes . But they never are .

; What's something you really want right now, be honest?
- $$$$$$$$$$$$ . And a long last relationship .

; Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Yes .

; How's your heart lately?
- Broken .

; Whos bed did you last lay in besides yours and when?
- Ghost's .

; What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
- Arcade .

; Where do you see yourself this time next year?
- Singapore .

; Is there something that you're waiting for?
- Yes .

; One thing you're not looking forward to?
- My SA2 results .

; Who was the last person to sleep in your bed?
- Me , myself & i .

; What are your plans for your next birthday?
- Celebrate !

; What's the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
- $70+ worn to my jiujiu's ROM .

; Did you get any compliments today?
- No . DONT WISH TO GET ANY .

; Are you friends with your neighbours?
- Some mlys . But not th chinese one . They are dogs . Their child so noisy .

; Do you want to see somebody right now? who?
- No .

; What are you excited for?
- Nothing . ):

; What did you do Friday night?
- Arcade .

; The last person you kissed needs you at 3am, do you go?
- I still have my first kiss with me .

; How many piercings do you have?
- None .

; What is on your bed right now?
- Blanket , pillow .

; Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
- Yes .

; Do you like piercings?
- Im scared of pain but i like . -.-

; Do you think you will ever get married?
- Hope so .

; Do you respond to the people that yell out their car windows at you?
- Yes . I'll ask them to stfu .

; Do you think age matters in relationships?
- No .

Only quiz can make me feel better . Im very tired in everything alrdy .
Everyone is enjoying this holiday , while im @ home stoning -'- .
Blogshop no business , make me so bored .

All go eat shit la . All go die la . Cb . Limbu today sibei not happy lahor .
Knn . I wan to strip off her mouth leh . Chinatown prositute barking . Pcb .

Btw , sorry fr showing you attitude on phone .
Bye .

Copymeows rly should get a life .

2009-09-20T12:19:00.004+08:00

Early blogging today .
Due to something i found at blogskins.com .
This bitch is trying to copy every single thing frm my acc .
Pcb . See how i settle with her . I hate copymeows , she sure will get it frm me .
Here's th link to HER acc .
While this is mine .
Once i find out who is she , i'll make sure she's th next prositute in china town -'- .

Went to tmall with mother & tang di .
Finally bought my twilight ^^v !
Went to t1 aft tht . Saw vincent , he wave @ me . I was standing thr like ah hai .
Thinking who is he . LOL . He went to army these days , no wonder never come arcade :o .
Miss him so much canzxcs ! SOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG NEVER SEE HIM LE .
Aft awhile , Jonathan sms-ed me asking me whr i am .
And then he came with Lionel & one guy . LOLOL .
Suddenly they dissappear , and oso i need go home le . Haha .
Sorry so early need go home :/ .
Bye ~

Alot things uploaded @ my blogshop !
Rmb to take a look & please do support (:

我不想爱了. 骗子, 说什么爱我但不敢说, 都是骗人的!

2009-09-19T19:44:00.004+08:00

Ytd went to arcade . Took th same bus as Zai . Haha .
Play-ed midnight max tune 3DX , play 2 rounds den let a shuai ge play .
He smile so sweet la can :x .
Den , i realise something .. His attached -.- .
Whatever la . LOL .
Den blahblah . Homed when th arcade's closed with Zai .
Amir dint come ): . Hais .
Dragged myself home , feeling damn unwell .
Reach home , lie on bed watch tv , sms with Eric Ong .
Den fall asleep .

Today 2.20pm woke up , my stomach isnt feeling any better .
Mother said today not going tuition , & cos it's 2.20pm alrdy . Haha .
MeiLan biao yi came , she just went home .
Now bored . Tomorrow going my waipo house with mother , i think so .
Bye ~

Looking forward to monday :D .

Newly opened blogshop ,
Come & take a look ! @
Lu-vshopping

{ Tht's my blogshop fr your info . }

泪水明明流不乾, 瞎了眼, 我还是想在爱一场 // .

2009-09-18T17:25:00.001+08:00

School-ed as usual .
Maths , test comfirm die la ): .
D&T , did th work . Injured my hand ): .
Hammer till my hand so many times -'- .
Recess , stayed in class .
Lit , sian-ed .
Sci , rly getting harder & harder . Must study :D .
Aft sch bus-ed home with Eunice .

Later going arcade agn ^^ ( w/ family . LOL ) . Dint go tuition :D .
But going tomorrow . Cos i dont wan see DANIEL's face :/ .

Yay-ness . Azmi is discharged frm hospital alrdy ^^ . Recover fast kay :D .
Ytd assembly , end of th performance 103 sing HSM2 song .
I was like damn high , so i sang along . LOL .

Maybe will edit at night when i reach home (: . Bye .

Lead me th road towards ' FOREVER ' .

2009-09-17T16:51:00.005+08:00

Morning went to sch , so emo . Dk what happen to me la .
Hist exam postpone to next wednesday :D .
Recess , stupid Chichoy kor splash th water at me ): ! Assembly , saw Jonathan ^^ . Lol -.- .
A class beside ours , fk noisy sia . Cb . Den guess what me & th girls saw ?
We turned & see till th indian girl's panties . LOL . Flower flower de . Wtf .
Aft assembly , walked to t1 . Went eat all these .
Saw tht dk name guy . LOLOLOL .
Lazy type . Bye .

Azmi , are you out th hospital ?! Gosh , so worry la can ): .

No more , i finally understand what it means .

2009-09-16T11:53:00.006+08:00

Currently in sch com lab updating as i wont be home later .
Im going to arcade straight aft sch ^^v . Haha .
Will be home at night . Dk what time but will edit if got time :/ .
Im so bored now , zz .
Ppl who come , please tag alrights (: .
Anything text me [: .

[/EDITED]
During hist , told Kahngee about my past . Almost cired ): .
Aft sch , on th way down th stairs .. Glenn lend my phone .
Im talking to Zai & Eunice . Suddenly , realise my phone still with Glenn . LOL .
So i ran all th way down to catch up with Glenn . LOLOL .
Keep looking fr Zai , he was alrdy at th traffic light . LOL .
It was green light , so i ran across th road , a car came . Driving so fast -'- .
Almost kena knocked . LOL .
I insisted to walk to t1 :x . So walked to t1 arcade .
Played dance while Zai played midnight max tune 3DX . Hahaha .
Chimera i can alrdy :D . Success ^^ !
Tht dk guy name came . Finally :o . LOL . Joked alot :D .
Ah-Mil ( Dk how spell ) came while i was playing PIU with dk what name guy . Haha .
T1 arcade midnight maximum tune 3DX , we're th family thr . Ppl wan play oso cannot :x .
Me , Eunice , Zai , & Mil are th family . We occupied th Midnight max tune 3DX th whole day :/ .
Funfun ^^ . Stupid , tht dk name guy keep disiao . Keep come scare me & Eunice ): .
Lost my phone at arcade . In th end found . Damn funny . Im not worry at all :x .
I went to record my name all these at th arcade counter . Eunice called my phone .
Zai took my phone forget return . LOLOL . Tht's why i cant find .
Aft we found my phone , went to eat at tmall mac .
Th traffic light alrdy red alrdy , den i thought is green so i just cross lor . LOL .
Eunice shout ' OI ! RED LIGHT LEH ! ' . LOL . Den i noe -.- .
Went to eat . Went back to t1 arcade , on th way up th escalator saw dk name guy . LOLOL .
He said our bag throw away alrdy . LOLOL . We dint care cos we thought he joking only .
Went back in arcade , our bags rly gone . LOLOLOL . Wth ._. .
So ask th arcade staffs fr help . They oso disiao us sia . LOL .
Den still say need right hp number all these . LOL . Stupid sia :x .
Continue playing dance & car . Blahblah . Play th photo hunt , guess what ^^ ?
Jonathan & YongQuan came in . Jonathan standing right beside me . LOL .
Before they go , Jonathan hit me . LOLOL . Pian siol ): .
Homed @ 8 .

Azmi , hope you recover fast .
Was seriously very sad aft hearing you went hospital this morning .
I'll pray fr you everyday fr your leg to recover .
I luv you kay , friend . (:

Being alone wasnt th worst of life aft all .

2009-09-15T11:59:00.001+08:00

Short post . Zz . Sch-ed as usual .
Sci , been a hardworking girl ^^v . It's getting harder & harder . Must listen :o !
PE , relief tcher came . Young & macho :D . LOLOL ! His friendly :D .
Played bball , volleyball . Keep change bball to vball . Den vball back to bball . LOL .
Glenn kick th bball , th bball jump over to gongshan primary . LOL .
Den we all keep shout ask th lil boy help us take back . Damn funny .
Recess , worst wanton mee i've tasted manzxcs . Eww . Zz .
Tried th mango juice , not bad . But still .. Eee . Outside food btr ALOT .
English , horrible ; terrible ; vegetable -.- ! LOL .
Chinese , like finally :D ? Tht's th only lesson we get most ' freedom ' :D .
Mr zhao : Ker jia , lai . Du da an .
Me : HUH ?! Ah .. *Panic like heaven .
Mr zhao : Ni you mei you zuo ? *Very curious .
Me : You la ! Wo hen guai de . *Armchio .
Mr zhao : Hao , na ni lai du da an gei da jia ting .
Me : Shit , ans wrong . Why so wierd one -.- . ( Ans given by friend )
Mr zhao : Ni shuo shen me ? *Wondering what ENGLISH im saying . LOLOL .
Me : Mei you la . Haha . Err .. Zhe ge da an chuo de leh .
Mr zhao : Shi ma ? *Come see my work . & continued .. Zhen de chuo le . Hao , na jiu bu du le .
Me : YAY *Start laughing :x .
Aft chinese , maths . MrTan came . MrIsaacNg not free .
MrTan , old alrdy dont keep angry . Must t'care of your body :o .
Homed with Cheryl & Gladys agn :D .
Alight at Choy kor house thr . Walk all th way back .
Saw these MONKEYS . Fk noisy canzxcs . So big alrdy la please -.- . Zzz .
They keep RAWR at dk who fr fk -.- .
Homed , bathed . Went to meet Lebelle & Kammie at tmall .
Went arcade , went tuition . Had fun . Bye .

[ Cut it very short , mother kpkb fr nothing . Only 1am please -.- ]
Why so unreasonable -'- ?

Baby, dont treat me like your dog & say you love me.

2009-09-14T15:05:00.007+08:00

Ytd dint sleep th whole night . Cant sleep at all :/ .
Mother called me to wake up , & im alrdy awake . Lying thr , eyes wide open .
Staring at th wall on top -.- . Prepared , den 7.04 walked down .
Reached 28 bus stop at about 7.15 . I now it's very long time taken . Due to my leg :x .
Saw Nadhirah . Ask her wan cab down anot , she say still got time O.o !
So we walked to th stop aft esso patrol station . 7.16 x.x .
Finally , 7.20 board th bus . Wasnt late aft all ^^ .
In th bus i was like , ' shit shit , sch door close alrdy ' .
Save taxi fare . Thanks alot Nadhirah :D !
Walk in sch gate . Walan suay . Saw santha . Jitao chuasai -.- .
By th time i reach th staircase thr , th song alrdy going to stop .
Den i was like ' DIE LA DIE LA . ' . LOL .
Reached class , no tcher yet *Phew . Gladys saw me , she was like ' MICHELLE :DDD ! '
Foo came in . WTF . Spot check D; . He gave us time to unfold skirt . LOLOL .
He gave me tht wierd look , and den say ' Okay .. Sit down (: ' . LOL .
Heng la . LOLOL . Frget bring thermometer . Nadhirah oso . So we went down .
Leg's hurting like heaven ! Wasted 40cents early in th morning -.- .
Went back class . First lesson , MT . Draw on my txt book like nobody's business :x .
Wasnt lessoning AT ALL . And asking ppl how to write xin fu de fu .
And shuo hao de xin fu ne de ne :x . See how bad is my chinese -.- ? LOL .
Thanks Cheryl fr tht lollipop :D .
Maths , frget bring my worksheet . So stand & talk th whole period .
I was like ' HELLO ? My leg's hurting ?! ' .
Aft tht , RECESS :D . Hate th food manzxcs -.- .
Augustine didi , Byran & Jason say i eat so lil . LOL . Jian fei ma :x .
MUSIC ^^ ! Haha . Can play le . But a new tcher came in . She's mixed blood de .
Father frm Japan , mother frm Singapore . OMG . So envy la can .
She's very friendly , btr than th ex music tcher -.- . LOL .
Hist , yay-ness :D . Crapped with friends ^^ !
Our topic : Arcade games . One game can talk VERY long . LOLOL .
STAR , this tcher sucks -.- . So fierce -.- . Watched madagascar :D !
1.30 , dismissed . Walked to bus stop with Gladys & Cheryl .
In th end , walked all th way to 201 & Gladys pang seh-ed me ): .
Den continue walking with Cheryl . Den walked home alone .

Ppl unlinked / not linked : Sorry , i dont link ppl now . Unless i private my blog .
Bcos i dowan ' SOME PPL ' anyhow link my friends . :x I oso dk whr my links & music go T.T .

You make till im afraid of you alrdy . I wonder , in my heart , rly got me anot .
You always say you love me , but i noe you love her more .
Try to understand my feelings kay .

Small boobed bitch : *Laughs . You think your action is very clever ?
You're throwing girl's face . Stop being a bitch , copymeow , hongster .
As you noe , i hate hongsters very much . No matter who are you .
It's fr your own good , i dowan you to come home with a tire . >:D *Evil laugh :x .

Pain doesnt hurt, when tht's all i felt. It's better to be alone, so tht no one can hurt me.

2009-09-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

1053 , woke up reply sms . Went back to sleep :/ .
2pm , woke up com-ed . Chat on msn with AhVin kor & AhHsiang kor .
Called Eunice , ask her pei me go arcade play .
Walked to t1 . Another blister -'- ! 7 blister total D; !
Seriously , th sun burning hot . I was sweating like i walk on top of boiling water .
Reached , meet Eunice . Went to t1 arcade .
Play agn , aft tht AhVin kor & Ian came :D .
First time see Ian in real sia ^^ !
Playplayplay , 550 , Eunice went back home fr tuition .
Left with me , AhVin kor & Ian .
Awhile aft , Yifa & his girlf came . LOLOL .
He damn funny . Th arcade so noisy , he keep ' MICHELLE ! ' . I nvr ans .
2nd call , ' MICHELLE !!! ' . I turn around . Noe he call me fr what ?
Just to wave and say hello . LOLOLOLOL . Wth .
Waited fr Eunice fr 1 and a half hour -.- . Blah .
Continue play , saw Hui Sian , Chelsea & their boyf :o .
Playplayplay . Leg buay tahan le . Went kopitiam eat . Blahblah .
Homed @ 10 .

Suddenly , i felt so alone .

2009-09-11T12:56:00.005+08:00

Moodswinged very badly ytd .
Moodswings occurred agn . Bye .

Leaving you wasnt what i wan . Just a simple wish frm me .
You to be 101% mine . What so difficult ?! Im tired you noe .
Aft so many ups & downs , you rly wan me to leave ?
Tht 1 month , we quarreled almost everyday .
And finally . We've gone so far . Just bcos you're pissed off .
By tht fcuking pm . You wan everything to end ?
Im gna say everything tht's in my heart out .
You're a good boyf , but you got a girlf . While im th third party .
You say you dint care about your girlf , break with her then .
I rly dont wan be th third party , you understand ?
Imagine , i got a boyf , while you're th third party . It's hard .
You said you wan simple love . But this is triangle love .
Choose one . Im very serious & awake now .
Ask yourself . Whose th one causing th quarrel ?
Whose th one showing who attitude ?
Think carefully , i'll respect your ans . Choose , if you think im very irritating ..
Den fine , suit yourself . Goodbye then .
You said you love me 99% . Love her 1% . It's not hard fr you to choose alrdy right ?
But whenever i ask you to choose , you keep refuse to .
Yeah , protect her . As a brother oso can protect her ma . She's stubborn .
You cant protect her fr life right ? I oso can find a boyf and say i wan to protect him only .
CORRECT ?! Im not blaming you or what la . I just wan you to noe , how i feel .

Whoever company is this number belongs to . 73337 :
Fk your company upside down -'- .
Spamming my inbox fr what fcuk ?! My last life owe you things ar ?
Knn , becareful i call your headman !
I may be a kid to sue you , but i will be able to call you .
One more msg frm you , i swear im gna make your company fall .

All about stomp. 2nd post.

2009-09-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

I changed th time posted. Time now is 3am sharp.

Here's th web .

Here's th web .

Here's th web .

A memoriable chalet bday celebration, yet turn out not th way i really wan it to be.

2009-09-09T13:07:00.010+08:00

080909
Nice date :o .
Morning , 8am sharp ! Woke up , and start spam calling jacy laopo to wake up .
10+ calls . Aft tht , she came to my house meet me . And off dte we go ^^ !
Bus-ed to dte , ate mac breakfast . Eric & YongKang came in . LOL . Den saw Julius kor outside ^^ .
A very happy starting of th day :D . Haha . Walked in to th chalet , blk F . Room 1622 ^^ .
LipGen gan laogong , tht pig . Still sleeping ;x ;x . LOLOL .
Th air con damn cold can . Thanks LipGen gan laogong fr th blanket ;DDDDDDDDDD !
Or rather say , thanks fr sacrificing your blanket fr me xD . ThankYouVeryMuch x3 !
11am+ , all woke up so went to kopitiam eat . Me & Jacy laopo went cheers to bought drinks .
Th door th metal thing was locked , so th card bo yong eh .
Th person come hammer , cost $10 . Hammer ourselves sua -'- .
Went back in , talktalk , playplay , crapcrap , jokejoke . LOL .
12pm+ , a chinese guy came , 2 mly guys came . WeiJian kor den came ;D !
WeiJian kor , Dillon & tht 2 mly guys play taidi . Me & jacy laopo on th bed played like crazy .
1pm+ , 2 girls came . I dk who . But they very chio can .
2pm+ , Lebelle , Kammie & Tammy came ;D ! Thanks Kammie fr th present . LMAO .
Yifa & his girlf came . Very sweet canzxcs ): .
We played stress . Rly very stress canzxcs . LOLOL . But very funny . LOL .
3pm+ , we went to e!hub bought tidbits and sushi . Den walked to beach to enjoy .
My leg got 6 blisters . Seriously pain canzcs -'- . Fk . But fun is more impt ;x .
Th sun's burning hot manzxcs ! So decided to go back chalet eat .
4pm+ , AhVin kor & th others went to wildwildwet . I dint go with them .
Due to my tuition & my leg . Blisters sia , if touch water . Jitao fly high high ! LOL .
So me & Kammie they all stayed in chalet . Played haunted . LOL . We locked Kammie outside .
Damn funny lor . Kammie shout like fcuk . LOLOLOL .
5pm+ , went fr tuition . Fking fun ;DDDDDDDD ! Joke with tcher alot ;x .
Tht mly guy so friendly , Kammie still say not friendly :o .
7pm+ , aft tuition , went to eat fries with mother . Den i went back chalet ;D .
Thanks mother fr letting me go back x3 !
Went back in , left with AhVin kor , Dillon & LipGen gan laogong .
Tht pig sleeping agn D: ! LOL . So me , AhVin kor & Dillon played taidi .
Thanks Dillon fr teaching me ^^ ! Fun is fun but very complicated leh .
Dont understand how play oso must understand . Dillon very fierce lor ): .

LipGen gan laogong woke up , so went out fr a walk .

Donnoe why at night i become so valgur . LOL . Crap with AhVin kor alot la .

Went to passir ris park , walkwalk . Around 10pm+ .

Walked to redhouse , sit infront of th lion till 11pm+ .
I seriously heard something coming out frm tht house lor . I sumpa !

Walked a big round back to chalet . Leg hurting alotalot .

Took my belongings . ( Sorry fr my attitude , AhVin kor ;x )

Homed @ 12am+ .

Going out soon , maybe will edit at night .
Im not online msn now . Bye .

I wan a successful bday party. Brothers & Sisters ( Do i even have any ? ) are luv-ed.

2009-09-07T15:16:00.009+08:00

Bought a new phone :D .
Actually NOW , i should be at pasir ris chalet .
With AhVin kor , LipGen gan laogong , Dillon & others , having fun celebrating OUR bday -'- !
My mother said she wan bring me to see doc , so i dint go -'- .
Woken up by AhVin kor's call . Went back to sleep aft tht :/ .
Really very sad la . Thr's always a tomorrow :D . Haha .
When it comes to buying things , my mother ROCKS :D !
When it comes to giving me freedom , my mother ~~ROCKS~~ SUCKS D: !
Totally sucks i tell you . Fk . But she's always telling me my freedom is more than anyone else .
Th freedom she gave me , was th least freedom i've seen in world -'- !
Just a simple FREEDOM , what so hard -.- ?
I believe everyone of us wan freedom only right :D ?!

FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK .
FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK .
FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK .
FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK .
FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK .
FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK .
FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK .
FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK . FCUK . FUCK .

[ This is hand typed ] Whatever . Who cares ? LOL .

Tomorrow will be a very happy day fr me :D !
I luv my brothers ♥ . LOLOL .
I miss all .
Wont be updating fr 2 days . Tml & tml's tml :D .
Guess whr im going xD . HAHAHA .

Since this is th last post ( so called . ) , i should post longer :D ?
Alright , im going to set my blog private , bcos some bitches dont have life .
Keep copying . And deny -'- .

Many ppl say im a flirt , bcos im hanging out with guys , talking to guys more often .
Uh .. Please ? If all these call flirt , what is it tht you all call not flirt ?
Lesbians ? Even lesbians oso hang out with guys , talk to guys la . Correct -.- ?
I have 10+ over ex , but please . This is not hong . Look at my face .
Do you think im able to hong guys ? No right ? So stfu (: .
Anyone who say i hong .. I'll give you a slap on your face .
And i'll say ' I dint slap you , i only high fived your face . ' :D .
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What is LOVE ? Many ppl ask . Im gna explain to you . You'll love th ans ^^ .

L = Lake of Sorrows
O = Ocean of Tears
V = Valley of Death
E = End of life

Fr short , Love = Die . Understand :D ? Everyone wan to die , so they wan to love .
Am i right ? But some ppl , like me . Wan to die , but cant find love ): . Sadded .
You can choose not to read on , bcos im just crapping as this is my last post ( so called . ) .
I dont mean you take 2 days just to read this ;x .
ComeCome , too boring . Let's laugh abit :D . Dont blame me ;x ;x .
READ ! :

This is this cat .
This is is cat .
This is how cat .
This is to cat .
This is keep cat .
This is an cat .
This is idiot cat .
This is busy cat .
This is for cat .
This is forty cat .
This is seconds cat .

Now read th THIRD words :D .

This is this cat .
This is is cat .
This is how cat .
This is to cat .
This is keep cat .
This is an cat .
This is idiot cat .
This is busy cat .
This is for cat .
This is forty cat .
This is seconds cat .

Love's hard, life's harder.

2009-09-05T14:09:00.002+08:00

04092009
Sch-ed as usual . Cant rmb anything .
Aft D&T , flu like dying . Den headache like siao .
Got back report book :D .
2 As . So shocked tht my maths will get A :o .
Dint go fr tuition :D .
05092009
Midnight , fever shoot up .
Dint go fr tuition agn .
Cant wait fr monday :D .
Maybe will edit at night . Bye .

Im living in darkness, dying in silence.

2009-09-03T12:52:00.009+08:00

Hello ghosts & humans :D . Currently in sch com lab now , so bored la can -.- .
Now should be assembly but cos no assembly so came to com lab fr IPW .

02092009
Sch-ed as usual , fun . Haha .
Whole morning sms-ing with ahvin kor . Hiakhiak .
Aft sch , sent kahngee aiai to bus stop & bus-ed home with eunice lollipop ^^ .
Mother actually dont allow me go out . Damn fked up -'- .
But in th end let ^^ . But still dulan . Cos cant even go chalet -'- .
Went to dance , agn . Den we went to nursing room . Lmao .
We're stucked inside fr like 20 mins or so . LOL .
Th mother keep make chu chu chu sound . LOLOL .
Aft tht , asked my mother to go home first . Bused to down town east fr toilet .
Saw ahvin kor , lipgen gan laogong & dillon . LOLOL . So zhun . Tht bully ): .
They gang up keep say me short sia . Baddie ): !
Went to beach slack fr awhile . Hahaha . We went to sit at th rocks thr ,
alot ants sia x.x . Aft awhile , went to down town east meet ahvin kor's father .
Den went to book chalet . Sad manzcxs . Looking at th chalet being booked .
But i cant go -'- . No freedom sucks to th max la -'- .
Sua la , cannot means cannot . I say how much mother oso wont let de . Sua )": !
Homed at 9 [: . So early la can ]: .

03092009
Today , cab-ed to sch . Wanted to tell th taxi driver go EVSS .
But i said ' Go east spring sec ' . LOLOLOLOL . Den i was like so ps la can .
Sing national athem . Mr Foo say not good , but ms teo said ' everyone sit down ' .
A guy , sec 2 de . Dk who , cant see . Laughed very loud ' HAHAHA . ' , like tht .
Mr Foo say ' Laugh huh , laugh , later assembly we'll sing it den ' . LOLOL .
Reached sch . Blahblah . Science , went to library with shana to slack ^^ .
LOL . Just kidding , we went thr to revice our science test .
Th librarian die die wan a note of permission . So me & shana went back class to get it .
Went back to th library , den revice . Took science test during IPW lesson .
I passed ! LOL . Mrs tan mark so fast :o . 12/20 :D . I noe low la -.- .
Recess , boring . English , went to sit outside class . Cos naughty . LOL . No la .
Cos english compre . Comfirm fail lor . So hard . Not enough time oso .
Kayy la , stop here . Maybe not editing at night le , bye :D .

[/EDITED]
Back home (: . Pei eunice lollipop go tmall thr . We walked thr , agn . Hehe .
Went to t1 first , to buy my soya bean ice cream ^^ .
On th way to th door of t1 , i saw vincent & tht dk name guy . LOL .
I keep point and laugh . Eunice lollipop gong gong say ' what thing ? Where ? ' . LOLOL .
Chit chat-ed awhile . Haha-ed alot , and den me & eunice lollipop went in t1 fr th soya bean ice cream :D !
( Dint see anyone typed ' haha-ed ' before . You noe what i mean la okay . [: )
Went in bought soya bean ice cream . Finally got a chance to eat it ^^ . So long never eat le .
I finished 2 cups of soya bean ice cream , continueously okay :x ! *Claps .
Homed at 3 . Bye .

Lastly ,

Delicate to leon ..

Running away frm reality. I noe everything alrdy.

2009-09-01T16:59:00.008+08:00

Today morning 8am+ woke up off alarm .
9.05am eunice morning called me . Went back to sleep , 9.12am woke up prepare .
Bus-ed to tmall . Today step out of th house , wah . Shuang .
Eat mac breakfast . Went to t1 arcade straight . Wahhahaha ! We're th first .
Aft me & eunice played afew rounds , a group of zhabor kinna came .
This is how we play our game . Look at th credit . Lmao .

Tht guy came , dk what name . He saw th credits . Shocked . LOL .
Vincent came . HOHO . LOLOL .
Craped alot with tht dk name guy alot today . LOL .
When it's his turn . Eeeyer . He bully siol ): !
I wan scan th card , he cover th thing dont let me scan >=[ .
Stupid >=] . LOLOL .
And den , hazam saw us . I damn happy canzxcs ! LOLOLOL .
I ran fr hazam ! LOL . I dk what im doing oso . LOL . Just run la .
Bought drinks , went in agn . OMGOMG .
Gladwin turned around . OMG . It's him ! Always disiao me one . LOLOLOL .
So funny . Playplayplay , he come disiao . LOLOL .
Aft awhile , playplayplay . Buay tahan liao . Th leg , going break .
Long time no play , old le old le , play awhile tired le . LOL .
So went home , vin & tht dk name guy wave byebye at me & eunice .
We wave back with th ' carrying doraemon ' hand . LOL .
Bus-ed home . Wait fr mother at blk downstairs , went to tmart .
Bought pizza , went watson actually buying th dye hair de .
Too bad it isnt holiday fr me ): . Den mother dont dare dye her hair . LMAO .
Okay la , end here . Help jonathan put vid in his blog . Or else he scold me :o .
Ohya , to lebelle : im in tht tuition alrdy (: .

Small boobed bitch : Laughs , you thought im tht stupid ? You've been copying my typings , and telling your friends things tht is not good about him . You're stupid-er (: . Dont need to let th whole world noe about your monthly thing okay . It's girls' stuff . Nothing to do with guys please -.- . Michelle pity you alright . Get a life ^^ . Ohoh , andand , im calling you small boobed bitch is not bcos im saying my boob is big . But your boob is real small manzxcs :x .

Seriously. This is th worse year i've ever had.

2009-08-31T15:52:00.002+08:00

Irritating shit. Fcuk you all. -'-

As you can see , im in a very fcuked up mood now . FCUK EVERYONE .
This copycat , nvr stop copying . You noe how fcuk is tht ? Pubor . -'-
Today dint attend sch , make me more pissed . Knn .
I wanted to go sch today , 10.30am dismissed , straight go BGPS . FCUK .
I wanted to go back BGPS . In th end i sleep like pig . Cb .
Next year if i dint go back BGPS , i'll kill myself . -'-

Sorry weili kor , say going back in th end never .
Sorry lao wang , say going back in th end never .

Dua alot ppl today sia . Cb . Seriously sorry okay .

[/EDITED]
Played audi with eric kor , mood better . (:
He make me laugh like zomg canzxcs . LOL .
Went to e!hub with mother , fr tht tuition .
Went to whitesand walkwalk aft tht . Seriously no mood ytd .

Copycat still dont wan to get a life, how sad. Michelle pity her. -'- (:

你不爱我, 对吗? 骗人`

2009-08-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

I've no more photos to dig out :x .
I dreamt of a dream . Very retarded one . Cut th story short ;
Dk why , pok to a playground . Eric ong is thr too -.- .
Fr godness sake , i dk why th hell we're thr talking . Slacking maybe ?
It's evening , but th sky is very dark . Im scared .
He held my hands ask me not to be scared . ( Im just typing my dream -.- )
We heard a sound frm behind , den i ran to th bangolo which is just infront .
Suddenly , eric is just beside me O.o .
He rang on th door bell , & in we go . I saw my gugu . Lmao .
I dint noe my gugu's house is like this . Haha .
Den we're in my gugu house fr very long . Suddenly i jump to 2nd dream .

2nd dream , totally diff . Better . Wierder . Lmao .
I was at a shopping mall ? Tht shopping mall , i always dreamt of tht shopping mall .
This time , beside th arcade , about 10m away .
Got a hole , i think i playplayplay den fall into tht hole ?
I rolled down . Like dog . Den i very scared .
Cos heard tht th hole lives a monster ? ( ridiculous ! )
But believe la , incase ma :x .
Suddenly a heard some noise coming frm th other hole .
Th place looks like this -'- :x .
I was at <- side , -> was empty & i can see clearly .
I heard something frm ' side . & i did heard th monster .
I dk how i noe its th monster calling . I only noe i want to get out of thr .
So i try my very best & climb back up .
Th hole looks like a circle , got tongs coming out frm wall .
Not hard to imagine la . But th tongs are easily broken type . Not sharp .
So i very scared la , scared broken den i cant go up .
When i reached th top , i was very happy . I walk to th arcade .
Look fr my friends . Suddenly , dk why th heaven i go back to tht hole .
And shouted into th hole saying ' Baby ! Wo zai zhe li ! ' .
I seriously dk who tht guy was . Im very curious oso :p .
I only noe he very shuai :D .
Den he climbed up with tht monster or a soft toy , cant see properly .
I asked ' Eh ?! Ni zhe me shang lai de ? ' He replied ' Yong shou la . Haha . '
Den i stand thr . Den jumped to th 3rd dream .

3rd dream .
Me & mother go shopping mall , need to meet my friends ( guys ) .
I wanted to buy hat fr tht guy -.- ?! LOL .
Den i decided ' Aiya , xia zi zai mai la . ' and den i throw back th hats .
4 guys , is just right outside th shopping mall .
I noe they are my friends , but i dk their names . Wierd .
One guy , is th same guy tht i called baby !

Done with my dreams . Wierd la . Keep thinking who tht guy . Lmao .
Okay , this post so long . Think no edit at night le ba (: .

我不是你的狗, 王巴蛋!

2009-08-28T17:12:00.000+08:00

No photos //

Today's friday , yet im now at home posting at this time .
Shag , i want to go out ! I want to go shopping ! I want eat restaurant ! Sian .
Rot at home , so bored nah sial ! No shopping , no slacking , no freedom , no gossips .
Geez . Zzz . I missed alot of fun in sch & studies . Die ._. .
At home will have more chance of getting moodswings ? Hah . It's true -.- .
I want eat shaker fries ! Who ho xim help me buy :D ? I'll pay you money , but send to my house first :p .
I change my blog songs , some only .
One of th techno inside .. Really is my fav . Th song have alot of memories .
Yeah . ALOT . I tell you . ALOTALOTALOT ! But tht's nothing to be happy about .
I wonder who will waste their time read my whole post O_O ? LOLOL .
Missed 2 test . FUCK . Who cares , can re-test :D .
Th word 'FUCK' reminded me of tht day tuition , tcher ask 1 word start with 'F' .
Joshua kor asked , 'Cher , is it end with a 'K' :D ?' Guess what tcher say .
She say 'Yes ! Clever . So you noe th word ?' Everyone laugh our lungs out mnzxcs ! LmaoLmao .
All say , 'Is it F-U-something-K ?' . Tcher laugh & say 'Your head la !' . LOL .

Ohya , say till tuition . Today im not going tuition :D !
Monday MC but most likely i'll be going to sch since it's till 10.30am .
I miss my friends , i miss mr ee ! LOL ~

Sometimes, something is worth some pain.

2009-08-27T15:25:00.003+08:00

Love & care is needed.
26072009
Waken up by lipgen's call . Went to see doc agn . Doc give me tamiflu .
Eeeyer ! Very dangerous sia . Side effects will commit suicide de .
Mc till next monday . Sian . Ytd nothing much happen uh .

27072009
Happy 1st monthsary leon ! ( audi ) :D

Bcos today is our anniversary , i specially online de !
My mood was like very good now ? Haha .
So happy to see my new blogskin is fav-ed by 9 people & many ppl liked it .
Leon so bad nah sial ! He onlined , bluff me he is not leon , say he is leon's friend ,
say leon knocked by lorry , now in NUH . Kns . Really scare th shit out of me .
I almost cried okay ! Stupid leon ! Scare me .

A tagger , name Pb .
Whoever you are , whoever you tag , can you just write your name down ?
You once came to my blog & bark . Now going everywhere to bark ppl ? -'-
Why are you caring ppl's privacy ? Get lost . Unwanted dog . Cb .

Promises , lead to my death .

2009-08-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

241095 - 250809 of sufferings , hurts , lies . No more .

Photo taken yesterday when im super sick & i've nothing better to do . Im gna try paragraphing typing . Maybe it will make th whole blog neater ? Im rotting at home fr 4 days alrdy . 24hours ! Yesterday , very xinku . Feel like vomiting , but nothing came out . -'- So xinku canzxcs ! Created a blogskin , posted it to blogskins.com alrdy . Which is this skin im using now . Nicenice ? :D Abit messy , but it's 101% made by me ! So proud of myself . HAWHAW .

Sick still can help bloggers make blogskins , im so good ! :D I want to eat mac ! OMG . I want eat i want eat ! ): Fcuk my tonsil upside down ! -'- If my tonsil dont go away , th doc will have to cut it away . T.T Yes , operation ! Tht time , i rmb when i was young , almost went to cut out my tonsil . Wahlao , i was so small tht time . Luckily tht doc say th tonsil is recovering so no need cut out . Why make my life so difficult ? -.-

騙人的, 都是騙子/.

2009-08-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

It hurts, when i say i want to frget you.

Yesterday night was a total disaster. -'-
Guess yeaterday wasnt my day.
Screw 23 august! Fcuk.
If you love me, leave her.
If you love her, leave me.
It's very hard to be th third party okay.
You scolded me like im a dog. What can i do? -.-
Cry lor. Cry like my cb fly too high i cannot catch back like tht.
Alright, yesterday my fever shoot up to 38.6.
Cb la, yesterday was th worst day ever.

Went to see doc, knn.
Suspect i tio H1N1. -.-
3 days MC. -.-
Cbcbcbcb! i want go sch play! -'-

Explain to me , what is love ?

2009-08-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

No photos fr today .
Actually meeting mei & leon in audi @ 8am .
In th end i 10am+ den wake up . ><
Wake up jitao flu & cough .
Now having fever . Fcuk .
Audi-ed , :D

Currently on phone with leon . (:

I want to know th truth , even if it hurts .

2009-08-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

Baby , i miss you ..

Woke up , had a fight with my mother .
Being forced to go tuition .
Tuition start at 12.30 , reach thr at 1pm + .
I went in , a mly guy say "Waa . So small !" .
LOL .
Tuition-ed .
Mrt-ed to bugis , bought 2 shorts . :D
Mrt-ed to tmall , bus-ed home .
Audi-ed with leon <3 ~
New gan : [name confidential] as mei ♥

Bi , 3 weeks never come find me le .
I miss you heaven loads you mei you .
I noe frm jurong - tampines very far . So nvm . (:
Whenever i miss you , i'll recall 1st august . :D
Th way you hugged me , held my hands , make me feel tht ,
no matter what happen , you'll always be by my side <3
Hope we wont quarrel alrdy kay . (:

I realised , you're th prince , but im not th princess ..

2009-08-21T14:20:00.004+08:00

You turned my friday into frightday .
Went to sch today , veryveryvery tired .
Maths , Mr Isaac Ng dint come in our class .
Tht indian tcher came in . -'-
Very guailan sia him .
Took back maths test , ask him 1 question th ans why like tht .
He still ask me "Okay , what is mean ?" . Den just walked away . -'-
D&T , did th thing . Blah .
Recess , yay :D
Lazy type sia .
Lit , talktalktalk .
Sci , mrs tan dint come , so talktalktalk . :D

Currently chatting w/ lao wang , lao peng you . :D
Bye .

Crash, dead, and gone.

2009-08-20T16:31:00.003+08:00

Today woke up , went to sch .
Was feeling fcuk unwell .
Maybe it's bcos today is th 7th month ? -.-
Soooooooo sick , but today got hist test . Must ren .
Science , headache manzxcs ! So hard . Learnt Osmosis . x.x
Luckily at behind of this topic , i managed to catch what it was .
But if you ask me now , i can tell you this , i frget everything about it alrdy .
IPW , funfun . :D
Was feeling much better by then .
Helped yong kor to keep th markers , stupid priya go shakeshake th markers . -'-
Heng it never drop out , or else i need waste my time to put it back . :)
Recess , funfun . :D
Queue-ing up fr our turn , gladwin cut my queue agn !
I pushed him ask him siam .
His hand keep come make me , den i keep pushpushpush .
He still say "bu yao luan luan dong ! Wo han fei li hor !"
LOL !
Twinnie choose th sit right beside derick's table .
She dint noe he was just beside our table .
He keep looking , eee .
Byran walk pass our table , frm behind hit my back .
Den i chuatio . x.x
He went buy packet drink den use th packet drink put at my back .
So cold & wet lor .
Den i eee very loud , derick table thr everyone keep look at me & byran . -.-
English , yayness .
Test postpone to next week . :D
Hist , finally ! :D
Had test , wahseh .
Hard lor , th S'pore inpregnable fortress .
Eeeyer . 4marks , need write only 4 sentences .
I giashu , wrote 5 .
Cos cannot write in point form ma , den i cant rmb th naval base is frm whr de ! -'-
So write extra one more . Hope correct la .
Assembly , shit la .
Stayed in class do compre .
OhMyHolyMother ! Th compre practice paper was frm pioneer secondary .
Leon's sch .
I was like "OHFCUK ! HAHAHAHA !"
Blah . Bus-ed to tmart w/ lollipop , bought teenage & went to eat mac .

I beg my mother to let me open chalet . Please mother . I knee down & beg you .
I really want to ton . Never ton before . How noob of me . -.-
Let me try ton-ing at least la . Please mother . Father wont mind . :D

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Went downstairs with mother to buy my ah ma de bday cake ,
At th path towards th traffic light thr , nigel didi saw me .
Den he "MICHELLE !" , i chuatio sia !
Walked towards th singtel shop , saw zhixiang . LOL .
Soo zhun . :D
Went to KFC to look fr chichoy kor with di .
Kor ask me move in , i still gong gong sit thr . -.-
LOL .
Kor & di eat , i sit thr do nothing .
Den kor feed me 1 fries . Lmao . xD
Chatchatchat , awhile more , mother rush me to go home .
Aft awhile , they went home too . (:
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LOL ! Haha .
Ohya , while walking home , a group of CID sitting at th voiddeck thr .
OhMyHolyMother ! Idk they was CIDs , no wonder when i walk pass them they keep look at me . x.x

We are not meant to be aft all .

2009-08-19T19:44:00.001+08:00

I tried to be perfect , but always failed . Tht's just th past .

Today in sch was fun , took class photo aft sch .
Went to tmall & t1 with aiai .
Fun today . Bye . No mood .

I never knew you would move on without me ,
tht's what i told you last time .
Idk if i still love you ..
Im so happy when you talked to me in msn .
OhFcuk , what am i thinking .. -.-
You'll never be mine agn .
Hurt me as much as you want , like i always said to you .
"You hurt me agn & agn but yet i still want you to stay" .
This sentence is always with me . I'll never frget it like how i wont frget you .

His stead , please treasure him .

You can be my , be my , secret valentine / You're a sweet addiction ♥

2009-08-18T16:18:00.001+08:00

Sch-ed as usual .
But boring today .
Sci , tio gan by tcher . -'-
Learning this topic , diffusion .
Diffusion was a hard topic , but luckily i managed to understand .
PE . Nothing interesting .
Slacked in th toilet .
Recess , went to eat .
Too hungry , buay tahan . Wasted $1.50 . z.z
English , went to library .
Funny . xD
Grouped with tht pubor . -'-
MT , ventalise my textbook & did my maths .
Maths , had test . Fcuk . HARD .
Aft sch , went to opp look fr lit tat w/ cheryl.T .
I pleased twinnie to accompany me :x
Went thr , aft awhile , went off w/ clique .
Den at yong kor table thr w/ clique , at thr talktalk .
Byran keep disiao me ! ):
Use ice throw at me , use water to splash on me ! ( BBT somemore ! )
Den i chase & beat him like no tomorrow ><
Eh , fun sia .
Twinnie keep want go home , so she tompang me cab , went home .
Ps , cheryl.T , pangseh you :x
Played audi w/ leon , <3

Eh bitch , stop copying lahor . Cb .
I wear what shorts , you copy .
I jump down building , you copy la . Ai mai ? :D

Words left unspoken .

2009-08-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

Sch-ed as usual .
MT , funny la canzxcs .
*Me & Kammie was talking andand this happen ..
Mr Zhao : Min Jia ! ( Kammie ) *Kammie look at tcher . Ker Jia ! ( Me )
Me : What ? ( In english )
Mr Zhao : Wei shen me ni zai di 23 ye ? ( Why you are at page 23 ? )
He continues ..
Mr Zhao : Ting ke ! ( Listen to lesson ! )
Me : Wo you ting la okay ! ( I got listen la okay ! )
Mr Zhao : Na li you ?! Wo zai jiang 22 ye bu shi 23 ye . ( Whr got ? Im talking about page 22 not 23 )
Me : Wo zhi dao .. ( I know .. )
Mr Zhao : Na wei shen me ni zai 23 ye ? ( Den why you at page 23 instead of page 22 ? )
Me : Ying wei wo zuo wan le lor ? ( Bcos i finish doing page 22 le lor ? )
Mr Zhao : Quan bu dou dui ma ? ( Everything correct anot ? )
[ Tcher is only at Q2 at tht time . ]
Me : Aiya , comfirm quan bu dui de la . Wo na me li hai ! ( Aiya , comfirm all correct la . I so clever ! )
Tcher gives up & continue going through . Hahaha !
Maths , so-so .
Recess , bored .
Music , fcuk funny !
Went in class , start eating my bread . ( Save money )
Tcher came in & stand at table thr .
No one cares & continue playing .
Me : *Look at tcher , look back . Realise it was tcher . So i said "Hi~" *Waving
Tcher : Look at me , & smile .
She continued , : Can you stop eating ?
Me : Aiya cher , nevermind de la . :D I very hungry sia ):
Eunice lollipop : HAHAHA !
Went to music room , blahblah .
Sat with clique !
( Twinnie , lollipop , glenn , clement , ah hsiang kor )
Heard someone saying Hariyani going to look fr Mr Kwan .
Everyone frm our side , includsive of malay boys , chinese boys & us .
Suddenly all auto move our butt to sit infront pretend listening to tcher .
Damn funny la .
Music was fun today , but i swear i hate tht tcher ! :D -'-
Hist , went to AVA .
Waa , th air con thr , shiok ar !
Almost fall asleep thr ! :x
But im interested in th WW2 vid more than sleeping :D
Aft th 2nd bell rang , me , twinnie & yong kor want to continue watching !
Lollipop was blocked by me & twinnie so she cant get out .
Jiong rui was blocked by yong kor so he cant get out .
HAWHAW .
Star lesson ( So called "FT time" ) , bored to heaven i tell you !
Aft sch , went to opposite thr look fr th boys .
Bought things & headed to playground pinic agn :D
Aft awhile , th boys left .
Girls went in late :x
During archery was fun i tell you !
Sumpa ! Fcuking fun & funny .
At first , bored .
So took out ipod listen , & den all start talking .
Lollipop at thr listen song . LOL .
Byran keep call me ah ma ! Wth ._. .
Thanks la . LOL .
Keep tell me ask me dont worry , you'll help me get back th things tht they took .
Gladwin ! Hai si wo le la !
Augustine didi , taller than me no use , must bigger than me den got use . ^^
Zhi xiang , HAHAHA . Tht joker . Lmao .
Didi took my phone , i cant find him , azmi pointed to me whr he is .
& he pointed middle finger at azmi . So bad ~
Ah Choy kor .. Nothing to say . Hmph .
Aft sch , went to tmart meet mother & bought acash .
Lazy to type more , so byebye .

Pubor , dont look at me as if im wierd okay .
You dont have to tell your friends bad things about me ,
bcos i dont give a shit ! HOHOHO . Suit yourself . Say as much as you want .
I hate you . :D

Dog , urine & look at yourself .
Whiter version of bai zhang ji .
Dont think you very big . Express class big fcuk sibo ?
Aiyer , they used my phone to sms you de lahor .
I will never ever like you please .
You say not happy settle outside .
Firstly , do you have gang to fight with me ?
Secondly , will your gang be stronger than mine ?
Thirdly , not i dont dare , is i dont want anymore cases .
You asked me fr stead before . Please . Look at yourself . Useless jerk ! -'-

我昨天两点多半夜才睡 ,
因为我但心你会有事

Happily ever aft will be mine this time >=]

2009-08-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

Aft woke up , & rot at home th whole day .
HAHAHA . Today was happy .
Audi-ed .
I went in audi , realise it lvl-ed alrdy & th clothes , & shoes changed .
Den i was like "Eh , i login wrong acc le la ."
So i logout & login agn , den i was like "EH ?! Why keep log wrong ?! Haiya !"
SO i logout & login agn ! Den finally , i realise it was my audi char all along .
Lmao !

Thanks leon fr tht bunny face ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

You're my shadow , without you , im extinct .

2009-08-15T20:42:00.001+08:00

11am+ , belinda mei came & wake me up .
I was shocked .
Okay blah .
Played audi w/ leon .
Trying to lvl by today !
I saw this vid of Pump It Up .
OhMyFcuk !
This is soooooo cool .

I want happily ever after, but not happily never after. Like i always get.

2009-08-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today , woke up late agn . -.-
Cab-ed to sch . Blah .
Sch-ed as usual .
Hahaha . Nothing bad happen .
Actually aft sch going home change clothes & going lan at elius mall thr w/ ,
glenn , aston , martin , & windwill ( dk how spell his name ma ) . & alot more .
I only rmb glenn telling me alot ppl going .
But in th end cancelled . Due to last min outing , not yet set timing .
& shortage of money as well . So ..
Aft sch , went to lebelle house .
Bus-ed to tampines library w/ lebelle , wendy , kammie & augustine didi . :D
Stupid di , keep bully me . D:
Blahblahblah .
Went to lebelle's house , bcos she wants to take money .
Den bus-ed back to tmall w/ lebelle & wendy .
Went to century square bought tickets fr "UP" .
But i dint buy , cos my mother dont let me watch .
Also good la , can save money .
I realised i spent $500 within this 2 weeks . x.x
No more going out , (:
Ppl , if want jio me out , slack or shopping only !
No more movies , no more lobang fr buying things okay !
Im seriously broke now , arcade card going no more money . ):
Aft arcade's money finish , i will not be going to th arcade .
Until i got th $5.36 frm laopo . Den i'll only top up this $5 in .
Went to eat say cheese at t1 today , agn . Spent $7.90 .
Bought tht bag , $35 .
Went to sasa bought make ups , $99.55 .
Total will be , $142.45 ! x.x
Today spent soooooo much . Waa , cannot cannot .
Cmi . Diediedie .

Luv is th game tht i always play & always lose. Dearest , let me win this game once.

2009-08-13T22:17:00.001+08:00

Okay , i typed everything , pressed ctrl Z .
Everything lost & i have to type all agn . FUCK .

*Note : As im rushing to blog & going to bathe , no photos (!)
Ytd was a total disaster .
Today was better than ytd , alot .
Sci , dint do th workbook .
Need hand up , so everyone panic .
HAHAHA . In th end , hand up undone work .
Yay , passed sci test , like finally ? :D
IPW , today aint fun at all .
Had a small quarrel w, iskanda . -.-
Recess , stayed in class to complete th english compre .
Dint eat at all ! -'-
Me , gladys twinnie , kahngee aiai , eunice lollipop , kammie , yong kor & jiong rui .
We all stayed in class complete it .
EL , like shit as usual . :D
Lost my compre . But shana said i handed up .
Kay , whatever .
Hist , finally ! :D
My fav sub ! ♥
Assembly , stayed in class .
Craped w, rozaini & kahngee aiai .
In th end did th maths worksheet given by ms money w, aston korkor , zahid & martin .
Thanks clement & gladys twinnie fr help . ^^
HOHOHO . Dismissed , went to bbt buy things go in sch eat .
Jitao saw derick when we step in th canteen .
Eww . Den ate , went up fr cca .
Took video . HAWHAW . So funny la .
Azmi keep tickle me . Hmph ! Tickle kammie ma . Why tickle me sia .
Mr Isaac Ng ask me sit closer to yong kor ! ( Not side by side la ) Wth .
Azmi go wash hand , den he tab my back . Water kena my back !
Den me , lebelle & jacy laopo went to tab his back till his uni all wet .
Okay . Done . Blah . Bye .

Learning how to love agn. Bcos you exist.

2009-08-12T19:26:00.002+08:00

Photos tomorrow .
Woke up , & realise it's soo late alrdy .
7.15am , left th house & chiong cab down .
Traffic jam . -'-
But luckily , reach on time .
HAHAHA . Went to queue la .
Blahblah .
MT had CA2 compo . x.x
Comfirm fail la . Anyhow do de . Cos idk what th shit it's talking about .
Got a bee . HAHAHA .
EL was copying all th way !
Recess , walk to here , see mr foo .
Walk till thr , see till ms santa .
Walk here & thr , see till ms teo .
So suay la . -'-
Maths , copied all th way too !
D&T , test agn ! -'-
This one garentee 101% fail la .
Hist , test poseponed to next week . Heng .
Had mock test , wonder how much can i get . (:
At least can ahga ahga see how much i'll get fr my CA2 ma .
Im gna buck up my studies alrdy ! :D
These days been a good girl copying notes . ^^
Aft sch , went home changed clothes .
Knn . This mosquito biting me ! I very pekchek , chase tht mosquito like fcuk .
Den finally killed it . >=]
Aft tht , bus to t1 meet lollipop .
On bus saw Nigel didi , Augustine didi & Tom .
Th bus like ours . Talk like nobody's business . :x
A. didi keep say i ah lian ! ):
Im not okay ! I guai kia ! :D
Talk all th way till alight . All alighted at tmall .
Except fr A. didi .
Aft eating , went to arcade . Waa , play th Max. Tune 3DX . Sibei dulan . -'-
Blahblah . Went home . Bye .

Baby, let me believe in Happily Ever Aft again. Bcos i once give up on love.

2009-08-11T20:11:00.001+08:00

Waa . Qi ji wor , aft tht dream , i was like everyday happy ? :D
Suddenly feel so alive ! :o
Sci , mrs tan dint come .
Which means no sci test paper back . ):
PE , was okayokay . :D
Sit at bball court under tht burning hot sun ! D:
Crap alot w, my girls <3
Lol . Miss th arcade , so use hand to play th arcade dance . :x
How crazy of me & lollipop . :p
Recess , twinnie dint eat . Lol !
Cos me & lollipop go buy food . We thought she noe . O.o
Aft eating , went to change out our PE shirts .
In toilet damn long canzxcs . :x
Den run up to th class . Machiam ah hai running away frm robber . :x
EL tcher went fr checkup , so hurray !
She's not here ! :D
Was given work to do , but slacky slacky ! :D
Dint do at all . :x
MT , did th maths paper 2 . So later no need do . :D
Crap w, cheryl.T alot . :o
Keep kena scolding frm tcher . :x
Den keep ask sweets frm jingling , my sweet supplier . :x
Maths , fun la ! :D
Finish maths paper 2 in sch ! :D
So no homework today . ^^
Went to 203 , look fr laopo . Went to eat lunch tgt . :)
Saw lit tat , i dint noe it was him at th first place !
Cos his wearing short shorts instead of th long ones .
I panic like hell when laopo say it's him . D:
Shhhh . Lit tat , dont frget what you promised me ! :x
Went fr cca , HAHAHA .
Me & azmi was like so high today ? -.-
So damn funny ! Lebelle still misunderstood us today .
Lebelle , i only love 1 guy okay . :D
Walked home alone aft tht . :(
Audi-ed w, leon . :D
Haha . So fun . ^^
Tht's all . Long enough le ba . Bye !

Hug me agn, my dear. :D

2009-08-10T14:51:00.003+08:00

Going t1 later. With belinda mei.
Sorry leon, dint stay at home pei you. ):
Bcos our mothers oso going, so cannot dont go. :x
Leon~ I miss you alot. ):
I miss last saturday ( 1st august ) th most! :p
I rmb, eunice lollipop saw tht cockcroach! Hahaha!
Everytime i miss you, i'll rewind back to 1st august. :D
So fun! xD

Blahblah. Going t1 soon! 8pm or earlier will come home. (:
Dont miss me alright, anything sms me. :D
Will edit at night.

Homed!
Went to th shop name bus stop.
Hahaha. (:
Bought clothes. Nice nice. (:
Shiatzxcs. Tomorrow sch.
I want someone to pei me home, or better still, someone send me home. :p
Im thinking too much. ._.
Ohya, frget to thanks leon. :x
Tht time frm jurong come all th way to tampines just to help me do th dota thing.
Thanks alot. :D

I thought it's easy to be happy .

2009-08-09T11:59:00.004+08:00

Yeah, it's 9th of th month agn.
& im single. :D
I've made myself clear last month, @ 9 july 2009's post.
Im so over it alrdy. His only a useless hongster/jerk. (:
Happy Bday Singaporeeeeeeeee! :D
& Happy Bday Zen! :D
I rmb-ed your bday was at national day. So here's a wish frm me. [:
As you said your hp is no longer in used.
Yay! No Sch tomorrow! :D
But rotting at home. x.x
Bugis-ing today w, mother!
Thanks father fr th mac!
Changed blogskin, edited it too.
Nice nice? :D
Short post fr today.
Now th time is 1.26am.
Bcos im posting tomorrow, i dont want this post to over take tomorrow's post.
So i changed th posting time. :x

Life isn't tht easy as you think it would be.

2009-08-08T15:08:00.002+08:00

Woke up, thanks to my ah ma. -.-
I was having a very woderful dream!
I dreamt of me & leon at dk where, a beach but dk what's tht beach.
Somemore my whole family there.
Had alot of fun there, den suddenly pok to a kbox at a unknown shopping mall.
Dint see tht shopping mall before. x.x
Den leon's friend came. Den all play like siao.
Den i rmb this part th most clear de! Leon sing, & dance. Waa. Damn nice canzxcs.
I even took video of it, den when i woke up,
im trying to find tht vid in my phone, but i realise it's just a dream.
How silly of me. LOL.
( sweet parts are not included :p )
If it's real, i comfirm will happy till fly. :D
But it's just a dream. ):
But this dream machiam real de sia.
First time have this dream tht feel so real!
OMG. First dream tht i love so much! xD
OHYA. I rmb i gave out my FIRST hug to "someone". xD
Bcos i thought i cant find him anymore, den i very scared.
Den when i saw him, i ran & hug him & even cry.
( You should noe who :x )

Enough of my dreams. Really a very sweet dream. ^^
Later going to my waipo there.
Will edit at night. (:

ily, (:

Who's gonne catch me when i fall this time? ):

2009-08-07T13:05:00.004+08:00

Today morning, went to sch happily.
Chat-ed with tht taxi driver.
Mood was very good.
Blahblahblah. When tht shawn or dk what name guy came out,
me & gladys twinnie was shouting & cheering like nobody's business.
Had alot of fun cheering.
Went back to class, blahblah.
10am+, dismissed. Went to t1 eat breakfast with eunice lollipop.
Moodswing-ed.
Andand, there's this guailan uncle came & ask us if we have extra sits.
We dont have ma, so say dont have lor.
Den he went back to sit.
Aft he found 2 more sits, he knnbei, come kp us.
Cb. Still touch my chair bodohzxcs! -'-
We ignore him, we do our own stuff, let him at there kpkb like a dog.
Somemore knn, scold so loud. Machiam th mac is his grandfather de.
Anyhow bark in th mac. Pity him la.
Aft tht, he went back, me & eunice lollipop start scolding like th mac is ours.
Keep shoot vulgarities, sibei guailan canzxcs.
We even took down his photo, warn him to watch out.
Pcb, kp us still not enough, keep stare stare.
I buay song, den keep shoot valgurities at him.
Decided to go t1 walkwalk, we purposely walk pass his family.
Den, i shout very loud, scold till shuang le den walk off.
[ Removed photos due to some reasons. ]
Muahaha. -.-
Watch out, cb. Lj fly too high, cannot catch?
Too sad then.
Went home aft tht, actually going out agn.
Cb, cant find keys. Forget it.
Luckily never go out. Rainning. x.x
Haha, went to tuition.
On th bus saw joshua kor agn. (:
Derick dint come *thank god
Today i damn emo in tuition canzxcs.
Tcher still ask me why today i dint even say 1 word.
Dont remind me, im still not over it. Actually.
Keep quiet all th way till tuition ends.
Blahblah, went to t1 arcade look fr eunice lollipop.
Andand brian was alrdy there. x.x
Ps, let you sit there like ah hai. :x
Blahblah.
Blahblah.
& blahblah.
Th end (:

Standing up when everything is crashing down,

2009-08-06T22:35:00.004+08:00

Heard frm laopo tht ahmeng was dead today. D:
RIP. (:
Hope you go heaven kay.
Although idk you well, but i noe you're funny at times.
Those 2 boys was bad! Go haunt them! >=]

Sch-ed as usual. (:
Time flies so fast today.
Aft sch, took sci test and went home.
Today is a moodswing day, keep moodswing. -.-
Was really no mood, will burst into tears anytime so decided to go arcade play.
On th way to t1, ____ called. Talked.
I cant believe i cried in public.
Seriously cant hold back alrdy. See how stress am i alrdy? -.-
You're th first person tht made me cry in public through th phone.
I seriously dk what happen to me. Abit crycrycry. Like a baby. -.-
Im tired of crying also.
I love you, my love fr you dint change.
Why you keep say i ignore you? I dint.
I cannot dont care her bcos she's alive, & i think im very bad.
Keeping you to myself, and letting her at there sad and lonely.
I understand how she feel so i kept quiet. And try to stop my tears frm falling.
Enough of craps alrdy. ==..
Met eunice lollipop, played arcade. Damn mad.
Im crazy today. -.-
Only when im at arcade feels th best. :D
Even if im with you, im always thinking "how about her?".

2009-08-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

Cab-ed to sch agn. x.x
Mrs walcott came back. Eww~
Chinese lesson was best today :D
Chinese, did th newspaper reflection w/ cheryl.T (:
Aft tht, i self-service go change my sit :x
& started copying maths, i got do graph this time. :B
Tcher let us do maths homework de. Ty Mr Zhao ! :D
EL, stomachache agn. x.x
But english only copycopy. :D
Recess, ate damn lil' cos seriously no appetite. D:
Maths, was okayokay. :D
Crap alot with kahngee aiai.
& i start wasting my foolscape paper.
Keep spam writing i love Fang Da Tong.
Will take a photo of it tomorrow, bcos i left it in sch today.
D&T, was always drawing. Lol.
Hist, Mr farizal is not feeling well,
so gave us some work to do only.
But me & kahngee aiai keep cant figure out how to do.
Until 1pm+, we den start doing. :/
Bus-ed home w/ gladys twinnie.
At th bus stop saw diana. Hah.
So all bus-ed home tgt. :D
Home-d, com-ed.
Chat-ed with lit tat, tht joker :D
Long time no chat la. :D
Webcam-ed with him as well, i thought he cant hear what i talking.
Den i keep at there talk with my mother.
Den i ask him if he can hear me anot den he say ya D:
Suddenly, webcam cant work! -'-
Den i went to sleep, woke up at 8pm+.
Dk why still so tired. x.x
Photos are not updated bcos blogger got problem.

Hope everything will be like today, at least im happy today.
Even if it's only fr awhile. Im willing to do anything as long as i get happiness.
Guys are so hard to trust. They do not deserve my trust.
Except fr some of my close friends, :D

2009-08-04T14:52:00.004+08:00

Th only thing tht make me happy is tht my blogger's back to normal? -.-
This post is going to be wordy, dont read is you hate readings.
Dont give any comment about what im going to post today, bcos i dont give a shit of what you think.

Firstly, i would like to say something to our CUTE kammie loh.
Eh, dont at there step fierce, you loud, i can louder than you.
Th vandalising taiji is none of your fcuking business, so dont fcuking care.
Stop giving me tht shit face lahor, once see, twice dulan. -.-
You are funny at times, but more irritating most of th times.
I ga ga write down your name bcos i dont want others to misunderstand me saying them.
You say you not my dog, den dont be my dog la.
Thought i want be your owner meh? Disgusting. I pui!

Secondly, i would like to say something to our lovable gladys.
In class no need shout so loud write? Make till whole class noe.
Tell tcher we all bo hao chu, what's th point?
Why be sisters must be till like this leh?
Small thing we ownself settle la.
You tell tcher, me & kahngee aiai will tio leh.
& it's clement who vandalise your table w/ tht TIC-TAC-TOE symbol.

Lastly, to a bitch.
Watch where you're going. STOP FLIRTING MY YONG KORKOR.
Like him just say only. At least his my kor, his your what? Not even friend hor!
Cbye gao.

Yes, it all started w/ clement lee king kong ( sorry fr not knowing your chi name ).
He keep call me michelle "OUCH", i oso dint tell TCHER.
Bcos im not tht humji, like what volcano did to all of you last year.

Today, sch was fun. :D
I enjoyed myself but all happen aft chinese lesson.
Vandalising table is small case, no need make till machiam your cb/lj fly so high.
CORRECT?!

Kammie loh, mind what you're saying next time.
& bathe before coming to sch every morning.
& rmb to put more perfume. (:
--
Im gna wait. But make your decision fast.

Blogger is working agn -'-

2009-08-03T16:18:00.001+08:00

Knn. Say suspended, in th end still can work. -'-
Nvm laa, actually i oso want to delete th post there,
but on 2nd thought, i think i'll let th memories stay. (:
Although i hate those memories there. ==..

School-ed as usual.
Cab-ed to sch, saw kahngee aiai & joseph waiting to cross th road.
Waited kahngee aiai at sch gate there & went in tgt. (:
Took pledge at parade square. Eee.
Forget bring my thermometer. :x
Realise i left it at home tht day.
Went back class,
Chinese, th tcher so retarded canzxcs.
But oso quite good laa, let me copy my maths.
Maths, stand bcos i dint do th graph thingy.
Tcher say whoever never do th graph sit down,
so i sat, but actually i still have afew questions never do.
I very li hai, i skip frm Q7 to Q10. & i dint even realise tht until tcher going through Q9.
Recess, damn funny.
I forget to zip my skirt. So embarrassing. -.-
Luckily i fold my skirt, or else on th way to sch will be very malu.
Gladwin came disiao me agn. Lol !
Augustine didi say i become short le. Really meh? O.o
Music, damn fun. :D
Those who want to learn, sit infront & be tcher's pet.
Only 5 of them went infront listen to th tcher.
Th rest of us, ran around th classroom like crazy,
& i was w/ my usual group ( eunice lollipop, gladys twinnie, glenn & ah hsiang kor ) laughing like nobody's business.
Hist, went to th library, laughing real hard. :/
Thanks to kammie, she damn funny canzxcs.
1210, went to lab C w/ twinnie to do tht survey thingy.
HAHAHA. 1 question asked "If given a choice, will you choose this school again?".
Guess what i put, i put "Disagree". Heh.
Onemore onemore! It asked "Lessons are interesting?". Something like tht.
I put "Strongly disagree". :p
Went back to class fr STAR lesson,
Mrs tan say "bcos of H1N1..", me & aiai thought 204 kena quarretine. Hai wo men bai gao xing yi chang. --"
Went to play area, was fun laa.
Was asked to create 5 cheers, w/ 5 group members.
& i came up w/ this stupid idea.

My cheer, i name it as "SingaPOK" :
Singapore ah singapore,
Tau pok ah taupok,
Mee pok ah mee pok,
Singapore ah pok pok pok!

It's lame. I noe. I myself find it lame too. (:
Another one is, created dk by who.
S.I.N.G.A.P.O.R.E x2
Oh..
SINGAPORE!

When it comes to "Oh.." suddenly spongebob squarepants came into my mind.
So i randomly just sang out spongebob squarepants song. xD
Was feeling high tht time, so cant blame me. :x
Aft star, bus-ed home w/ twinnie. Bye.

so pissed canzxcs .

2009-08-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

My previous blogger acc , cannot go in . -'-

01082009
Ytd was fun :D
7am+ woke up , lying on th bed .
9.40am+ on-ed com .
Blahblah , went to t1 arcade play while waiting fr leon to come .
Den eunice mother came & look fr eunice .
Den he came .
Den we continue play arcade .
At th pet shop there saw lionel ! :D
Aft tht , bus-ed to my home :D
On th bus , he keep tickle me ! F5
Eunice lollipop watch ponyo & he help me do th dota thing .
Den i lie on bed sleep ! :D
But he keep disiao me ! Cant sleep . D:
6pm+ bus-ed to tmall to look fr his twinnie .
Blahblah . Bought apple juice & went to sit at th lvl 5's balcony .
Eunice lollipop say so romantic while he say like ah hai ! LOL .
Lack of sunset laa ! D:
Aft tht went to rooftop , aft tht to th lvl 4's smoking area .
( We are there not to smoke ! )
Den dk why ytd so many chio bu there .
Blahblah . Went to arcade ( my idea :P )
Go inside see them play , vincent wave at me sia ! xD
Den saw chichoy kor , i shout "chichoy ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD"
& he give me a big wide smile but when he saw leon ,
his face totally change to serious mood sia ! O.o
Den talktalk , he went to play bball .
Eunice's mother called & ask her to go home .
So we send her home lor .
On th way out th arcade , say byebye to chichoy kor .
His face change agn ! Hahahaha !
Skipskip .
At eunice blk there , saw 1 cha cha .
Eunice shout like no tomorrow den i oso shout like no tomorrow .
Damn funny laa ! LMAO .
Den leon send me home . :D
Thanks . (L)

02082009
1pm+ woke up ,
blahblah . Will edit at night (: